Friday, August 12, 2016

MORE BUMPS IN THE ROAD :( *PLEASE READ AS IT IS VERY IMPORTANT TO OUR RECENT VIDEO


HELLO FAMILY!!!!

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!

I MISS YOU BUNCHS!!!

**Please scroll all the way down and read everything as it is very Important So you can understand the situations at hand. it is not that easy and not complex. it is very complicated. Thank you for Understanding**

Well We have more bumps in the  Road. Don't expect any videos to come out in the next few days. We have encountered another problem. While I was beginning to wake up  I heard an AWEFUL LOUD SOUND AND THIS IS WHAT I SAW ON MY NEW COMPUTER That I only have had for maybe a
few months. --->



So that is what happend. My computer has the BSOD (Blue Screen Of Death)
So Ofcourse I searched up what the error was and so what I found out
was I had to update again from what MICROSOFT was telling me.

So now we are going through this issue (Updating Process)-->


Thank gawd for my android phone . it takes great pictures. just can't use it because
I am in debt with Sprint  and thats why ladys and gentlemen I use Pre-paid Phones
because if your late you don't get freaken late fees. the only thing you get is 
it turned off until you go buy another pre-paid card. 

I am always on time with my old blackberry pre-paid phone. I am happy with itw 
screw the new phones. there is nothing but Issues with new products now 
adays. One day I will get a new phone. but just not right now . I got bigger
issues to deal with. Like My Car which is still off the road because it has
a Blown Head gasket. 

I asked mechinacs how much that is gonna cost my parents . it is gonna cost them
$1,800 to $2,200 To Start with and that is the Quote I got from 
Starling Chevrolet Dealership. Pepboys told me if I did it With them
It was gonna cost me $3,200 . 

Do My Parents Have this Kind of Money ? NO.
Do I have the money ? NO
Does Youtube pay me Enough to Support Myself ? NO
Have I looked for a second Job ? YES
Is anyone willen to hire a Drop out of highschool and
a person with no job skills? NO!

So am I f*cked ? Yes 

So there you have it ladys and gentlemen. Now if you guys
have any problems with my videos being late Take a look
at my following issues and ask yourself this Is it really worth 
to unsubscribe because of a video being late?

If you say yes you are heartless and I dont give a da*n at this point.
I have tryed doing a go fund me and everything for my car. I stopped
campaigning about it because the problem wasn't this big 
before with my car. 

Well it got worse and there is nothing I can do about it.
Am I frustrated ? Yes
These last 3 years have been HELL!
I Surrendered my kids to a state who looks at them as quota marks for there paychecks.
I have been in 6 Relationships in the past year and all of them we're mentally
Unstable and lunatics.
Money issues have always been a struggle and continues to be an issue.
I have had real bad car issues this last year After getten it back from
my Ex-fiancee who was arrested on 12 accounts and are Felony Charges .
Did my Ex-fiancee take care of the car ?NO!

Which lead to bigger issues that I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH THE
LAST YEAR AFTER MY EX-FIANCEE WAS SENT TO PRISON.

*My past Always Haunts me No matter where I go or how fast I run*
So I choose to confront it head on by the horns .
Because the only way to deal with any of these issues it to address them
and deal with them like a fighter. 

Not to mention My one Guy Acquaintance his Girlfriend has cancer and has been in the
hospital the last 3 days and we dont know what stage the cancer is
or how far it has gone in there system.

So I have alot on my plate. Because even though she and him are not
my friends and are just acquaintances They still matter to me.

( I have high expectations for my Friends .thats why I have none.
I am very picky) 
Watch this Video where it Explains why I dont have Friends. Just take your 
time and sit down and watch the whole thing. or you wont understand.
Also Just to let you know it is a welcome family video because in our
videos I sit down and actually talk with our family about everything.
Our channel Treats our family Like Actual Family.

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So HAVE I HAD A GREAT LAST 3 YEARS ? NO

Will it get better? I hope so . I feel like the pink panther ( you know the 
cartoon) That poor guy had a rain cloud over his head that wouldn't
ever go away. I feel like him. 

Here is a link so you can see what I mean. it is a clip of the episode->
The Pink Panther in "Sprinkle Me Pink"


  Pink panther is one of my favorite cartoons. Yes I love cartoons of all sorts.
I dont care what people think. you dont have to be a kid to watch
cartoons. it is only the arrogant a**holes who think that. 

Anyways So Thats About it . I wanted everyone know what is going on.
This is Just some of my stressors I am under Right now. My other ones
are in this Vlog I did where I BROKE down crying  here and then.
(Recorded on Aug 10th,2016)

Update On Our Channel News Vlog 18





So with all that being said and all. I hope you guys can understand all the issues I have
been going through and can understand why our videos are late.
I will keep you posted. 

I love you Sweethearts with all my heart!
and
I Miss you Bunchs!

If The only thing I do in my life is to love people and take care of others
I will be happy with that. I really dont think my life is gonna 
get any better then it is right now. My World feels like it 
is crumbled. like there is no repairing it.
Time will Tell on that one . 

All I have to do is just keep Loven people like I have
Keep the hope I have left and just keep doing what 
I do best and that is being myself.

I love you family! I really do.
you guys means the world to me.
If you guys are the only family I ever have
then I will be happy with that. 

*Big Huggies and Kisses to my family I have*


            ♥♥♥♥♥♥I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART FAMILY AND I MISS YOU BUNCHS!!!!♥♥♥♥♥♥

                                          ♥♥♥♥♥♥ BIG HUGGIES AND KISSES ♥♥♥♥♥♥

                                            ♥♥♥♥♥♥Sincerely With Lots Of Love ♥♥♥♥♥♥


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