Well Hello 😇Sweet Angels Of Mine!😇
Well the last few days I have been very busy with Meetings and all. I am so exhausted.Been planning alot of things for up comming videos. One of which is doing my lets plays again ( meaning playen video games like i did before) I miss it.
For Now On I am not gonna do anymore Release dates as it hasn't worked for me before.(Meaning I am not gonna give exact dates out when things are gonna be released).I seen in the past that I always am late. for example : I could say I am releasing A video on April 1 and then come close to that date and not be done with the video. So then later on I release it on July 1st or whenever I get it done. I always run into trouble when it comes to schedules and dates. The thing about my work Is I want perfection and I want it done my way and If it isn't up to my standards then it wont be released . Hence meaning I will work on it longer and so on forth.
Plus If I get depressed or whatever then it really effects all my work. So that can be another reason for a late video. Thought I would let ya know . There are alot of things that can effect my work.
If I put too much pressure on myself to get things done it causes me to stop working all together. which is not productive at all .It just makes me more behind on my work. Luckly My boss's understand and work right along side me as they have similar issues like me.Sometimes it takes someone who understands you to motivate ya.
I Love to work with people who understand me and can work with me . Plus they understand my emotions and so on forth.
Right Now I am still currently Dealing with UNSTABLE SITUATIONS in which I have no control over until things can get fixed ( It will be explained later on . its nothing to worry about right now )
But you know how I am as I worry A Bunch . you know if it was major I would have said something by now about it. But right now it isn't major. So for now we will sit back and relax.
I will fill ya sweethearts💞 In when I can gather all INTEL AKA (Information) on it .Alls I know is right now I got confusing feelings about going back to work on MARCH 1st,2017. Its probley because I am a little scared About being perfect at what I do or if I am gonna do good enough.
its normal it is just nerves. But I will be okay. its just like the first day of going to school when your younger except this is me as an adult going back to work in which I know what the hell I am doing . lol rofl🤣😆. So I am counting down until March 1st,2017 before I gotta go back to work again.⏳😊I am excited and scared at the sametime. 🙃🙄😊😎
Been on a roller coaster🎢 this last week with my feelings🙃😊 and all. Once again another eternal battle. but it seems like everyday now . Plus I have been haven weird dreams latly and PTSD ATTACKS More often. But Thank goodness for my boss's here for me.
My La Boss isn't going back to LA California . He has already decided it. Samething with NY,NYC Boss. Boca raton FL boss is most likly gonna relocate as well. So if they ever have to go back for anything business related they arnt going unless I am with them. Therefore Means I will be not traveling alone anymore on planes. For now On I will be haven my boss's beside me and not just 1 of them. All 3 of my boss's will be beside me when I travel.
Alls things are still being planned. For this Year my goal is to secure a monthly place to live in ( aka) Apartment or house. I hope to achieve a secure income and a more stable life *HOPEFULLY*
These are goals.If it doesnt happen then I am okay with it . As I am already getten use to be unstable as it is. In which is not funny at all if you ask my opinion . Like I said 🎢roller coaster week honeybunnies🐇 I am still going through some 🎢roller coaster emotions.
Things will get better. I just gonna try to relax more. Sorry for the last few days with no letters. I have been going through hell plus I am very tired too. I have been sleeping alot too. Plus my sleeping schedule is out of wack too. That fricken scare tactic on Feb 17th ,2017 didnt help. That shit made me a mental wreck and on the feb 20th, 2017 when things were fixed I was fine. But I am still scared of these people trying to do it again to me. Once monday comes and everything is fine I will be alright.
I still worry if they will try to pull the same issue with me again. but this time I am prepared as I got papers to prove. Yes I am still worried about what happend and YES IT DID TRAUMATIZE me .
I will Try to write you eaither later tonight or early tomorrow. If I dont just know I fell asleep again. Been doing that alot latly. Anyways I am getten sleepy again and I am probley go watch more (the office) with my boss's While Drifting into sleepy land.
I miss you alot and I Love You Alot. I will see you Sweethearts In our next Letter.😊😉😍😘💋💋💋💋💋💋🤗💕💞💖💖💖💖💖💖💟💌💝
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