Dear Family Members On Our Channel,
There will be a video soon Explaining this . I know it is confusing but I am just as Frustrated and dont have many options at this point.
Today I Noticed YouTube is Getten More Harder On Its Creators with The Money Situation.
As it is I am a Small YouTuber and I DONT MAKE ANY MONEY Period. I haven't even hit my quota which is 100$. When you are a Youtube partner you dont get any money until you hit your payout which is 100$ which i am no where near close to it. I am not even close to 5$ .
So To make things a little easier on me ( because I believe If I Put My Effort in my work I Deserve to be paid ) I decided to make only certain videos only Available to certain sites.
🙄😣I am Tired Of being Fucked with .😤😱 So I AM Putten my foot down.😒 I Work my ass off just like everyone else. I have 6 disorders 🙃with no medications or counselors😱. I know I need to speak with a counselor and get help but I cant without Money.😞
I am still in a safe environment and safe estate of mind.I am doing all my coping skills and keeping in communication with my mom.
my one goal was to make money to take care of myself with ( my CAR SITUATION ,MENTAL STABILITY AND MY OWN LIVING SITUATION AND FOOD).
I am no where near close to any of those😣😤. I am still being supported by my parents. 🙄With The Disorders I have I am not workable at all in society😐 . not to mention I am co-dependent🤝 and wont ever be independent 😒. which means my only option now is marriage💍👰 like before😒🙄😩😧😱. I better start getten ready for a pre-nup so i can have an exit strategy.
My parents already keep trying to get me back with my one ex and also say that they need a job to be with me.Which no offence I agree with my parents prospective. If anyone gets with me there gonna be the sole supporter. Plus I will still be doing my Youtube and my other sites to make a career out of them. I am still not giving up on them thats the truth.
One thing I agree with my Parents is A person who is gonna be with me is the worker and care taker of me and our family. I still agree with the woman being the home maker situation. I dont believe in forcing a woman to work if they dont want to. Thats where I think our society is fucked up.
I am pickey and choosy in what I believe in and agree with. I have a voice too you know . I can pick what I want in my life and what I dont want in my life.
I am a type of person who is a home maker NOT A WORKER. sorry this is where I stick to the stereo type. I am the one who suppose to be bare foot and pregnant . I am the one who suppose to cook ,clean and take care of the kids. Thats my job. not working. I dont care what era we are in. But this is what I believe I am suppose to be doing. I would be more happier doing that then being filled with hate as i am now.
I can be pickey and choosy on what I believe in just like you can. NOT ONE PERSON CAN CHANGE MY MIND. I know for one thing I gotta start saving money to move to another state to start my new life and having more kids. ( my lawyer advised me to get out of this state if I wanna have more kids ) . I agree this state sucks and is fucked up. I need a new life. So I need to start saving up to get out of here. I need a fresh start.
I Believe if I get out of this state I will be much happier. But I gotta make sure I am financially stable first and that is what I am working on right now . First it starts with our channel. For now on there will only be certain Lets plays available on certain sites.
Since Youtube Doesnt let us creators do paid content until 1000 subscribers ( hate that word.sounds like a no feeling person that word) I will only be releasing certain lets play on my vidme. you need to be a donated member to see certain content.
With Vidme you can DONATE to us directly and also donate Monthly to be a member to see our content.It makes it easier for us creators to survive and do our job that we love. Not all of our content is under a donated member . certain lets plays you can see still without donating monthly.
Here is our channel to see certain episodes that are not on our YouTube Channel https://vid.me/DancingSouless
Here is how are cycle goes. The More help we get on vidme the better our Youtube channel will look. it all depends on you sweethearts💞 what you want now. I know I wanna make more videos But I need some type of help from you sweethearts.💞 I am already in debt❌🔻 and I cant go into anymore debt. ❌🔻
I will continue to make more videos just on a smaller scale until we get more Donations to our channel on vidme. https://vid.me/DancingSouless
If You Wanna Help Please help us on vidme. We will be maken a patron soon but it will be the same 🏷 donation as vidme. https://vid.me/DancingSouless
I Will Keep You Posted Sweethearts💞*Kisses*😘💋💋💋💋💋💋& *Huggies*🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗I Love You And I Miss You Alot! 😊😉😍😘💋🤗💕💞💖💖💖💖💖💖💟💌💝