Wednesday, February 1, 2017

TO My Adoring Sweethearts That I Miss So Much ::Vacation Edition:: ๐ŸŒน๐Ÿพ๐Ÿฅ‚๐Ÿ›ซ๐Ÿ–๐Ÿ๐Ÿ˜Ž


Well Yesterday When I woke up after a 12 hour nap. I decided Just to finally relax Although I was thinking about work still.It is actually pretty nice to not have to worry so much about videos,writing and all. Maybe this was a good idea my boss had.

It is nice to know that someone cares about my wellbeing. Sometimes I Wish more people would show it. Well Today instead of my plot to work I decide to scale it back and just relax. Sometimes If you relax enough ideas can flow and more creative ideas will be made.

Anyways relaxed most of the day Just watching Movies & Youtube Videos with my Boss. It was nice just to finally watch movies.Haven't done that unless I was working while I was doing something else. But this was nice. I actually got to pay attention to the movie and not have to worry about anything. Its like I could actually focus on one thing.

But ofcourse At times my mind did wonder and I was thinking about work at times. Ofcourse My Boss could tell when that was happening because he would stare over at me and then nudged my arm. My Boss can always tell when I am thinking about things. I guess I got a  certain stare or something.

Well Anyways Inbetween Movies We would go get more snacks and have meaningful conversations.
Which to me at first was curious as to why would my boss would want to know more stuff about me but then I thought maybe he is just curious Just like i am about him sometimes. Its weird but when you work along the side your Boss 24/7 it only makes sense to get to know them more so you dont get on there nerves or say something wrong. I know it sounds strange but it does make sense.

Well During our meaningful conversations (meaning talks about our family life and past and all) he seem to have similar life on certain parts like me. which was weird since he seems so well put together but when I think about it ... thats what I do too. I always put up a front like I am fine but in
all reality I am not fine. I am sad ,lonely and always looken for someone to be with. I just dont find them. I always find the bad ones or the ones that only use me ,abuse me and then leave.

My Boss and I have a two differences. One being that he has no kids but I do. But we both got the same wants (meaning wanting lots of kids and all) . And BEFORE YOU GO THERE dont even. he is my boss. I know some of our employee might be reading this. so go fly a kite. lol. you guys are just to easy to think things. If anything I would announce it like I tell everyone.

Our Second Difference is I have been Married and Divorced 1 time where he hasn't been married or even divorced at all. Which to me If a person hasn't ever been married ,has no kids to me that is an A+ for me. I would rather be with someone who has that. I already have enough drama,and chaos in my own life I dont need more. Its the samething I was looken for when I only has 2 kids before i met my ex fiancee who I had 5 kids with. Which then made a total of 7 kids all together .๐Ÿ˜Š

Still want more kids and YES I still miss my kids alot. But I can't keep focusing on it or I will always live in sadness.I need to move forward. To me They are always around .So As Long As I think like they not ever were gone I will be fine. Because If I dont think that way I will cry alot. I know myself to well.

Another reason why I work so much is for a a few reasons . 1 is to forget all the pain I have been through over the years. Like Surrendering my kids in court because I had no other choice . Being single is another reason why i work so much. To me when I spend time with my boss working it feels like I always have someone around and not alone. Its the companionship I miss.

I have told my boss about all this as we dont hide anything from one another as it is one of our rules working together. Even on our down time it is still a rule. Trust is a big key.

 We did talk about alot of things today and I found out even he feels the same. Its weird. Maybe meeting him was actually the best thing that has happend to me in my career and as a friend as well.
Alls I know is what my boss and I have is a Great Business Relationship and friendship together.
I am hoping it stays that way.

I am just curious about one thing though..... I wonder If I ever meet someone and actually find someone to be in a relationship with ๐Ÿค” How my job and a relationship would work out๐Ÿค”.
I know my job would always be number 1 before anything else. Ofcourse I would have to find a balance though. ๐Ÿ™„ I seriously dont know why I am thinking about stuff like this now when I am haven all to do with work and being stressed all the time. The only time I relax is when my boss takes time off so I have to relax. ๐Ÿ˜† Which I have no other choice but to relax because If I dont listen My Boss gives me the sad puppy look eye. ๐ŸคฆI hate when he does that because it gets me all sad like and mushy and then Its like Okay I wont work then. Then he smiles and is happy.

๐Ÿ˜† About a few hours ago My NY boss made a comment callen me a Corporate Boss Wife. ๐Ÿคฃ
Which at this point I might as well marry my job. LOL ROFL๐Ÿคฃ All of Us boss's Makes jokes like this but sometimes you gotta becareful who you say it to or how you say it because some people could get the wrong impression. But then again no matter how many times I explain myself to outsiders they never listen anyways. lol. ๐Ÿ˜†

Anyways besides all that I was thinking about Tommy Again from the Special Blogger Letters. Yes I am still on 75th family members Special Blogger letter. I didnt get to work on it at all today . There were a few times today I wanted to work on it but I decided not to . But you know me Just trying to relax . You know even when I relax I still think alot about the Special Blogger letters. mainly to be quite honest I keep thinking about Tommy,Ken, Kimberly, Jimmy and Jeffery .I think about our adventures and all. Plus our future adventures. I already got some ideas for the future Special Bloggers letters.

Anyways I am gonna get going. Gonna get ready for bed and all. My Boss has some plans for when I Wake up. Pretty sure it has something to do with movies again which is fine with me because I really do enjoy watching movies with him. Last night we had Cheese Pizza , and coke cola (which is one of my favorite sodas).  So It was great ๐Ÿ˜Š.

I was thinking about maken a video about this and all when I get back home. You tell you through a video since there is so much going on and I rather look into your eyes and see you (you know pretending since I cant actually see you through the camera.) LOL. ๐Ÿ˜†

I probley will make a video but only when I get back. I do miss you sweethearts.
I do have  some ideas for when I get back what I want to do for our channel again.
Meaning like Playen videos games again and so much more other stuff. Been thinking alot about it
but I wanna try to get our other videos and Special Blogger Letters Catched up before I got doing anything else.

Anyways I Will see you when I wake up My Sweet Angels๐Ÿ˜‡ and you will get another letter like always . I am keeping my promises. Be on the Watch for your night night announcement comming up next on Googleplus ,twitter and our Youtube Discussion Like I have been doing.

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