Monday, May 9, 2016
VIDEOS AND eXSAUTED WITH PLANNING!
I am so tired right now. I know yesterday i was suppose to work on cinderella and today but instead I spent time with my friend to keep my mind leveled . I really need to get out more and keep my mind busy which i have.
I will be working on videos But currently I decided to detour from the schedule since we no longer have Angelic Night being worked on .
There is another new game play for the that slot but it won't be revealed yet. Atleast not until Thursday.
Tonight I got a text from my social worker and a call from my lawyer. Apparently I get one more visit with my son on wednesday. Which makes me happy and sad at the sametime. Because It will be the last time I see him until he is 18 years old and he comming to find me.
I really can't wait to see him. Right now my lawyer is double checken to make sure it is okay because in the very last hearing (surrender hearing) on May 5th I waived my right and my lawyer to be there today at the final hearing.
Apparently they discussed me seeing my son for the last time this week. My Lawyer told me to set it up but he is double checken to make sure it is okay before I set foot in the visitation center.
So right now I am mentally preparing myself to see my son One last time before it seems like forever until i see him again. So if I dont seem peppy or uploading regular from Tuesday to Thursday This week Then you know why.
I gotta get up early tomorrow Because i gotta help my mom and half-blood brother clean there Garage . I still got alot of my stuff there since i lost my apartment about almost 2 years ago. :(
June 12,2014 Was when i Starting living in my first hotel for a week. then I moved to another one which was bigger and more comfortable on JUNE 19, 2014. I live there for 1 year and 4 months. Then moved to a nice 2 bedroom trailer where i am happier then where i was. so i am improven.
The first few months living in a hotel was hard and horrible. I was always scared and I got more insecure. To me it is like my life went directly to hell and I was meant to live in utter fear. I am use to fear but to sit there and actually have one of your fears come alive in boldly it was a nightmare.
To me I feel like i have been living in a nightmare every since I lost my kids. A nightmare that wont ever end and one where there wont ever be sunshine. I feel like Alice in wonderland where everything is just not real and everything is screwed up. my world is upside down. Now it is just time for me to repair it and start all over and make it go rightside up. it will take some time. So dont expect a miracle .
Thats one thing i dont believe in is a miracle. I always wanted a miracle to happen to save my kids and it didnt ever happen. Now look at my life now. It is in shambles. But I gotta keep going and fix my upside down world. Which I will. I just gotta be patient and not put so much pressure on myself.
I aint perfect nor will I ever be. I criticize myself alot but no worries It will be fixed soon. I will be okay guys. Just going through another moment again.
I will make a promise ...a promise that I will have to keep no matter what. I promise my kids and everyone who cares about me that I will carry on and do the best I Can in my life to improve it .
For all of you's who are given me a shoulder to cry on THANK YOU. Your my precious Gems of my eyes.
So I would like to take the time out and thank the people who have given a shoulder to cry on :
Pixie1doll , Kevin Smith, steven muskrato and Roburrito .
THANK YOU GUYS FOR YOUR SHOULDERS . I just hope that when you are ever in a moment i can be there for you just like you are here for me. Thank you guys. *HUGGIES*
Anyways After Thursday i am gonna go back to schedule ( mixed morning and night schedule)
Just to let you know I am working on a project right now with secondlife movie. So i am still working Just on a video that is more complicated then all others. I So hope When I finish it you guys will enjoy it as much as i enjoyed maken it.
I am still here guys. Just I didn't expect another surprise from the court room *shakes head* I am however happy that I get to see my son again one last time before I can see him when he is old enough (18 years old) to find me . So i just wanted all of you to know what is going on. I will always keep you guys posted on whats going on . I meant what I said. I will always be here with you and You will always be here with me.
We are family! *BIG HUGGIES*
Please keep a look out for another post tomorrow so you know what is going on and so on. miss you guys already and it has only been a day. :( . see you tomorrow. look for my post. I will be looken for you like i always do when i post updates. *Huggies To All Family Members*
*Huggies*
Sincerely
DancingSouless
Sunday, May 8, 2016
Angela's Futuristic Fashion!! Ep 3 And A Special Welcome to our 33 Family Member !!!
Well We got 2 Special Announcements. First and ForeMost is Angela's Futuristic Fashion!! Ep 3 is now released .
Angela's Futuristic Fashion!! Ep 3
It TIMES FOR Futuristic Look!!! Here we come Tokyo!! Angela Is shipped to Tokyo for Trulys Contest as her WildCard. What will happen Next?
https://youtu.be/d5_iZuCV4TY
AND SECONDLY I Would LOVE TO WELCOME OUR NEWEST FAMILY MEMBER Roburrito!!!
Welcome to Our Family ROBURRITO!!!! *BIG HUGGIES*
I hope you enjoy your stay with us and if you ever need anything or if anyone is bothern ya or if you have a request Please Email DancingSouless@yahoo.com
Once again WELCOME TO OUR FAMILY :D *BIG HUGGIES*
As For our other family members I hope all of you are doing alright and is happy as ever.
Remember if you guys need anything let me know. and *big huggie buggie HUGGIES For everyone*
*Huggies*
Sincerely
DancingSouless
Saturday, May 7, 2016
ANGELA IS IN Rendering Right now !!
We have 1 hour and 10 minutes ( 1st phase of rendering ) So I thought I would let you know.
Plus I am so excited about it !!! I was so happy to play this game again. Brought so much
happyiness to me .
I am so glad I AM getten back to what I was doing. Yeah I had a day schedule today but During the day I was catching up on my YouTube Subscriptions and all. So I am doing A day and night schedule Tonight .
I might as well make a mixed schedule .It suits me more better since everything in my world has turned upside down since the court hearing. Just Always keep looken for my posts and videos.
I always keep you posted :D . I noticed not to many people had watched my Angelic Night video ? well thats there loss . it was a great video!!!
Nothing is gonna keep me down or strapped down. If anything I have learned to keep on going and push forward like my lawyer taught me. He is not my mentor and he keeps tabs on me to make sure I am doing alright and pushing through life alright. He is a really sweet person and I am glad I have him as now my mentor.
*HUGGIES*
Sincerely
DancingSouless
Friday, May 6, 2016
WE ARE NOW AT 32 FAMILY MEMBERS!! :D
We got A new Family Member ! WELCOME TO THE FAMILY !!!! We are now at 32 family members (subscribers for those who don't know what i mean) :D
Please Everyone May I have your Attention We Just Welcomed Another Special Addition to our family.
We now have 32 Family Members. So please welcome our 32 member Steven David!
Welcome to our Family Steven David ! We all hope you are happy with your stay with us. If you need anything or if anyone is bothern you just let us know and we will take care of it Immediately.
Just send an email To DancingSouless@yahoo.com if you need anything or would like to request anything in particular.
Once Again Welcome to Our Family ! *BIG HUGGIES*
For All Our other family members I am so hoping all is doing well and are okay. If you guys need anything let me know. *BIG HUGGIES *
*Huggies*
Sincerely
DancingSouless
Goodbye To All Sins Ep.5 IS NOW RELEASED!!!
Goodbye To All Sins Ep 5 | Sacra Terra - Angelic Night
It Time to say goodbye To all 7 sins as we conquer them once and for all . but it isn't over yet as The NEXT EPISODE contains a secret to what all began this.
Finally what you have been waiting for is here like I promised. I told you guys I didn't forget you and I won't eaither. :D
I can't wait until tonight when I GET to work on Fabulous - Angela's Fashion Fever Platinum Edition part 3.
Anyways I hope you enjoy the video as mush as I did maken it. Sorry it was really late though.
*Huggies*
Sincerely
DancingSouless
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