Well I take you on A SHORT Travel Vlog. I had alot to do today so i didnt get to record much. but I at least got this moment to show you.We Should be back on track tomorrow.
Monday, May 15, 2017
🚗Short Travel Vlog🚗
Well I take you on A SHORT Travel Vlog. I had alot to do today so i didnt get to record much. but I at least got this moment to show you.We Should be back on track tomorrow.
👶👶2 PeanutButters👶👶Alert!
While Uploading A Exclusive Video for Vidme 2 👶👶Family Members Sneek a view at out Exclusive Video Some how While it was unlisted on our youtube channel. BTW not mad at our family but you guys did make me smile though. I really needed that smile. Thank you for that. Plus our family can thank those 2 because they
now got me changing the rules again for our vidoes . its a good thing not a bad thing.🤗🤗
Sunday, May 14, 2017
👉👶👶 Sneeky PEANUTBUTTERS ALERT👶👶 2 PeanutButters saw my vidme Exclusive 👈
Hello Sweethearts💞
*Kisses*😘😘😘😘😘😘💋💋💋💋💋💋 & 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗*Huggies*
Alright Family! I know 2 of my peanutbutters👶👶. I dont know who or if they were apart of this family but EAITHER WAY you are still my peanutbutters👶👶.
*Continues while walken around with hands on hips while looken at whole family*
Listen I know Your my family and I love you bunchs but we can't be all sneeky pants👖 like this
*gives you the cute face*😊
Today you have proven one thing to me in this family of ours.
*looks at you* 😊
That you really do miss me and that you really do wanna see what I am creating. It brought a smile to my face.😃 YOU HAVE NO IDEA how much I needed this. I have been having a real rough day and this brought a smile😄 to my face. you made me so happy even though 2 cute Sweethearts👶👶💞💖💖 slip past me somehow
*hands on hips while looken at you sweetly*
I love you family. Your the best. Thank you so much for putten a smile on my face today.😃
I really needed it and you gave me the bestest gift🎁 ever. OfCOURSE you do know now I gotta
change the rules again .
*smiles while having hands on hips*
Everytime you cuties do something I gotta change Rules. So We Are gonna REVERSE THE RULES AGAIN.
It is only fair If Everyone gets to see the first episode of the New ones that are going on vidme. So I will allow the first episode to be seen.But YOU 😊😊SWEETIE FEETIES ,PEANUTBUTTERS👶👶 , need to behave. No more sneeky pants👖 or you get time out🤷 in which sooner or later I will think of what that is. 😆 but until then behave.
*Kisses*😘😘😘😘😘😘💋💋💋💋💋💋 & 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗*Huggies*
Alright Family! I know 2 of my peanutbutters👶👶. I dont know who or if they were apart of this family but EAITHER WAY you are still my peanutbutters👶👶.
*Continues while walken around with hands on hips while looken at whole family*
Listen I know Your my family and I love you bunchs but we can't be all sneeky pants👖 like this
*gives you the cute face*😊
Today you have proven one thing to me in this family of ours.
*looks at you* 😊
That you really do miss me and that you really do wanna see what I am creating. It brought a smile to my face.😃 YOU HAVE NO IDEA how much I needed this. I have been having a real rough day and this brought a smile😄 to my face. you made me so happy even though 2 cute Sweethearts👶👶💞💖💖 slip past me somehow
*hands on hips while looken at you sweetly*
I love you family. Your the best. Thank you so much for putten a smile on my face today.😃
I really needed it and you gave me the bestest gift🎁 ever. OfCOURSE you do know now I gotta
change the rules again .
*smiles while having hands on hips*
Everytime you cuties do something I gotta change Rules. So We Are gonna REVERSE THE RULES AGAIN.
It is only fair If Everyone gets to see the first episode of the New ones that are going on vidme. So I will allow the first episode to be seen.But YOU 😊😊SWEETIE FEETIES ,PEANUTBUTTERS👶👶 , need to behave. No more sneeky pants👖 or you get time out🤷 in which sooner or later I will think of what that is. 😆 but until then behave.
💖💖💖💖💖💖I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART FAMILY AND I MISS YOU BUNCHS!!!!💖💖💖💖💖💖
💖💖💖💖💖💖 BIG HUGGIES AND KISSES💖💖💖💖💖💖
💖💖💖💖💖💖Sincerely With Lots Of Love 💖💖💖💖💖💖
💖💖💖💖💖💖DancingSouless💖💖💖💖💖💖
🚨💙A Promise IS A Promise *VLOG VIDEO UPDATE PLEASE READ ITS IMPORTANT*💙🚨
Hello Sweethearts💞
*Kisses*😘😘😘😘😘😘💋💋💋💋💋💋 & 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗*Huggies*
::Just A warning I am venting in this blogg. I am safe and am alright. I am not in any harm in any form. I JUST WANNA clarify that so no one worrys. I didnt need anything taken the wrong way. If you do have any questions though feel free to ask me but just fair warning I am very sensitive and am having a bad day. ::
A Promise is A Promise. I told you if anything happend or is happening I would tell you.
I dont know how many people actually care about me but even if you dont I still do care if I like it or not. Its one thing that I am. I am a person who cares about those who dont care.
Dont ask sometimes I wonder what it means .
Trying my hardest to make a vlog today. but it isnt going well due to my depression😭😒😑😟 which is at Mild mass now😐.it was at critical mass😥😤😠😈 before but i managed to get through it and now it is down to mild😐🖤*numb feeling now*.
Being honest it hasnt been a good day for me since I know what day it is and it is bringing alot of hate inside my heart because I miss my kids alot and there not here. I hate that there not here with me. I miss them but there is nothing I can do but wait for there return. Probley gonna callmy parents to vent some more. it does help me.
I wish people would forget about holidays and just celebrate halloween all the time so we can forget what the hell happyiness is . not all people are happy ya know. this world is fucked up. dont expect me to be happy. I am far from being perfect and far from being happy. I am fighten everyday just to hope that things get better.
💙Hope is precious and is what keeps me going.💙 My Blogger Series ,My Poetry, Music , Movies, and Video Games help me get through everyday.
My Blogger Series Makes me feel Like I am not ever Alone and is Loved in Returned.
My Poetry Helps me vent my feelings and Express them in a artistic way.
My Music Helps me Dig into my feelings that are locked away and helps me release them when I dance.
My Movies I watch Helps me Release and Confront my past and heal from the pain and suffering by knowing I am stronger and will become even stronger as i keep fighten everyday to succeed in life.It helps me release my emotions that are pent up and are bottled up in a healthy way.
My Videos Games Give me my Freedom and Social Interactions .
It gives me the ability to talk to people who i wouldnt know normally in real life. it gives me the ability to travel although I cant afford to. It gives me a life That I dont have in real life. I am able to be myself and express myself in a safe place. ( talken about second life MMORG GAME and Sims Game) I love playen all sorts of games because It gives me things I eaither do or dont have in real life ( MEANING ALL GAMES AT THIS POINT) . I love all my games I play. I love feeling like I am helping someone or saving someone life. I love helping people.
I feel like I am on lock down Because I am in my home 24/7 due to my car unable to be on the road.My Immobility is driven me nutts. I only get to go out once a week when I see my parents. I dont like feeling helpless or immobile. Being Immobile (not having a car that works and is off the road) and working all the time to forget that my life is really fucked up and is boring sucks.
The only way i meet or aka talk to anyone in this world is via Internet since I cant get out of my house due to my stupid car being broken. Hence puts me in Isolation even more. which is not good for anyone who has mental disorders *Points to self* . Its not maken it easy to interact with real people being isolated.
When someone is isolated so much they due tend to lose the ability to know how to interact with real people eventually. Hell my mentality is basically at this point when I see a real person i get excited and happy I am even talken to a real person. if feels like a gift that i get to talk to a real person versus hiding behind a computer all the time.
If anything and I noticed I have become even more clingier then anything else. Although that is the real me and has always been me. but then there are days I got mood swings where I wanna hide from the world and pretend like it never existed .
but when I do that if feels so dark and alone. {Metaphorically Speaking NOT LITERALLY. Trying to explain my feelings and my thoughts the best way I can 👉) it is like darkness surrounds me and nurtures my black little heart🖤 to become more bitter and to fill it with more hate. The Demons in the darkness seem to fill my thoughts with more lies in my head about the world and how they dont deserve my love and they need to feel my wrath and anger words. That all people are only out to hurt me and hate me. That the only way to not ever get hurt is to run away and destroy the love inside my heart and replace it with hate,numbness and Anger.
Now when I was younger that was easy to do METAPHORICALLY SPEAKING. But I dont wanna do that So I do that opposite and it causes alot of eternal battles. Its exhausting but I dont give up and I plan to win that war against my dark side sooner or later.
So far Out of all 3 of those I LISTED ABOVE ( Anger ,Hate and Numbness) I seem to eliminated 1 out of 3 so far. So I know I am doing pretty good. I just gotta keep working at it and healing .I am Just glad I got a phone so i can talk to my parents if I need to . That is the one positive thing i can see is that i got a phone to talk to my parents.
Anyways Thought I would let you sweethearts💞 knows. Its one of my bad days again with depression. so I am gonna try my hardest to get a vlog and some work done today.I am gonna call my parents and talk to them for a bit . it does help me abit.
*Kisses*😘😘😘😘😘😘💋💋💋💋💋💋 & 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗*Huggies*
::Just A warning I am venting in this blogg. I am safe and am alright. I am not in any harm in any form. I JUST WANNA clarify that so no one worrys. I didnt need anything taken the wrong way. If you do have any questions though feel free to ask me but just fair warning I am very sensitive and am having a bad day. ::
A Promise is A Promise. I told you if anything happend or is happening I would tell you.
I dont know how many people actually care about me but even if you dont I still do care if I like it or not. Its one thing that I am. I am a person who cares about those who dont care.
Dont ask sometimes I wonder what it means .
Trying my hardest to make a vlog today. but it isnt going well due to my depression😭😒😑😟 which is at Mild mass now😐.it was at critical mass😥😤😠😈 before but i managed to get through it and now it is down to mild😐🖤*numb feeling now*.
Being honest it hasnt been a good day for me since I know what day it is and it is bringing alot of hate inside my heart because I miss my kids alot and there not here. I hate that there not here with me. I miss them but there is nothing I can do but wait for there return. Probley gonna callmy parents to vent some more. it does help me.
I wish people would forget about holidays and just celebrate halloween all the time so we can forget what the hell happyiness is . not all people are happy ya know. this world is fucked up. dont expect me to be happy. I am far from being perfect and far from being happy. I am fighten everyday just to hope that things get better.
💙Hope is precious and is what keeps me going.💙 My Blogger Series ,My Poetry, Music , Movies, and Video Games help me get through everyday.
My Blogger Series Makes me feel Like I am not ever Alone and is Loved in Returned.
My Poetry Helps me vent my feelings and Express them in a artistic way.
My Music Helps me Dig into my feelings that are locked away and helps me release them when I dance.
My Movies I watch Helps me Release and Confront my past and heal from the pain and suffering by knowing I am stronger and will become even stronger as i keep fighten everyday to succeed in life.It helps me release my emotions that are pent up and are bottled up in a healthy way.
My Videos Games Give me my Freedom and Social Interactions .
It gives me the ability to talk to people who i wouldnt know normally in real life. it gives me the ability to travel although I cant afford to. It gives me a life That I dont have in real life. I am able to be myself and express myself in a safe place. ( talken about second life MMORG GAME and Sims Game) I love playen all sorts of games because It gives me things I eaither do or dont have in real life ( MEANING ALL GAMES AT THIS POINT) . I love all my games I play. I love feeling like I am helping someone or saving someone life. I love helping people.
I feel like I am on lock down Because I am in my home 24/7 due to my car unable to be on the road.My Immobility is driven me nutts. I only get to go out once a week when I see my parents. I dont like feeling helpless or immobile. Being Immobile (not having a car that works and is off the road) and working all the time to forget that my life is really fucked up and is boring sucks.
The only way i meet or aka talk to anyone in this world is via Internet since I cant get out of my house due to my stupid car being broken. Hence puts me in Isolation even more. which is not good for anyone who has mental disorders *Points to self* . Its not maken it easy to interact with real people being isolated.
When someone is isolated so much they due tend to lose the ability to know how to interact with real people eventually. Hell my mentality is basically at this point when I see a real person i get excited and happy I am even talken to a real person. if feels like a gift that i get to talk to a real person versus hiding behind a computer all the time.
If anything and I noticed I have become even more clingier then anything else. Although that is the real me and has always been me. but then there are days I got mood swings where I wanna hide from the world and pretend like it never existed .
but when I do that if feels so dark and alone. {Metaphorically Speaking NOT LITERALLY. Trying to explain my feelings and my thoughts the best way I can 👉) it is like darkness surrounds me and nurtures my black little heart🖤 to become more bitter and to fill it with more hate. The Demons in the darkness seem to fill my thoughts with more lies in my head about the world and how they dont deserve my love and they need to feel my wrath and anger words. That all people are only out to hurt me and hate me. That the only way to not ever get hurt is to run away and destroy the love inside my heart and replace it with hate,numbness and Anger.
Now when I was younger that was easy to do METAPHORICALLY SPEAKING. But I dont wanna do that So I do that opposite and it causes alot of eternal battles. Its exhausting but I dont give up and I plan to win that war against my dark side sooner or later.
So far Out of all 3 of those I LISTED ABOVE ( Anger ,Hate and Numbness) I seem to eliminated 1 out of 3 so far. So I know I am doing pretty good. I just gotta keep working at it and healing .I am Just glad I got a phone so i can talk to my parents if I need to . That is the one positive thing i can see is that i got a phone to talk to my parents.
Anyways Thought I would let you sweethearts💞 knows. Its one of my bad days again with depression. so I am gonna try my hardest to get a vlog and some work done today.I am gonna call my parents and talk to them for a bit . it does help me abit.
💖💖💖💖💖💖I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART FAMILY AND I MISS YOU BUNCHS!!!!💖💖💖💖💖💖
💖💖💖💖💖💖 BIG HUGGIES AND KISSES💖💖💖💖💖💖
💖💖💖💖💖💖Sincerely With Lots Of Love 💖💖💖💖💖💖
💖💖💖💖💖💖DancingSouless💖💖💖💖💖💖
Saturday, May 13, 2017
🙄UPDATES ON VIDEOS AND Vidme Uploading Issues🙄
🐇🐇🐇🐇🐇🐇🐇Hello Honeybunnies!🐇🐇🐇🐇🐇🐇 How are my Sweethearts doing ? I love you and I miss you sweetys.
*Kisses*😘😘😘😘😘😘💋💋💋💋💋💋 & 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗*Huggies*
Well I am gonna have to take another Route it seems. So Youtube and Vidme are gonna have to work together on this one with the Url Situation.
But it will still remain the same .Vidme memberships will still be required for the vidme member videos.
I hate when this happends but it seems to happen a lot with big files. GRR!😤
there is always a road block but no matter what it seems like both go hand in hand (Youtube and Vidme) 🤔so if they like it or not they gotta get along and if not they will have to both be put in time out 🤷until they behave. 🙄
🤝Team work effort.🤝 I didnt want this come to be a surprise to MY SWEET Angels😇 Of Mine.I didn't need any of my Angels😇 being suspicious about why certain things are going different ways when they were said to be different. We are still staying the same course it is just we are getten the extra help from Youtube with the URL situation .
So far we got Silent Nights - Children's Orchestra Platinum Edition Fully Done and Completed and is ready for vidme .
Tomorrow we begin another lets play ( gonna pick which one i am gonna start tomorrow) i am trying to get them done one by one. ) I will keep you sweethearts💞 posted. Plus as always you will get your vlogs tomorrow and all the other days as I have been doing everyday.😊😘💋🤗
So thats the latest Update For our videos so far my Sweet Angels. 😇😇😇😇😇😇
If anything changes or ANYTHING We will let ya know immediately as soon as we know. Okay my peanutbutters?😊 Okay peanuts.😊🤗 I love you😃 sweetiefeeties. Your so cute! 😄🤗
*Kisses*😘😘😘😘😘😘💋💋💋💋💋💋 & 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗*Huggies*
Well I am gonna have to take another Route it seems. So Youtube and Vidme are gonna have to work together on this one with the Url Situation.
But it will still remain the same .Vidme memberships will still be required for the vidme member videos.
I hate when this happends but it seems to happen a lot with big files. GRR!😤
there is always a road block but no matter what it seems like both go hand in hand (Youtube and Vidme) 🤔so if they like it or not they gotta get along and if not they will have to both be put in time out 🤷until they behave. 🙄
🤝Team work effort.🤝 I didnt want this come to be a surprise to MY SWEET Angels😇 Of Mine.I didn't need any of my Angels😇 being suspicious about why certain things are going different ways when they were said to be different. We are still staying the same course it is just we are getten the extra help from Youtube with the URL situation .
So far we got Silent Nights - Children's Orchestra Platinum Edition Fully Done and Completed and is ready for vidme .
Tomorrow we begin another lets play ( gonna pick which one i am gonna start tomorrow) i am trying to get them done one by one. ) I will keep you sweethearts💞 posted. Plus as always you will get your vlogs tomorrow and all the other days as I have been doing everyday.😊😘💋🤗
So thats the latest Update For our videos so far my Sweet Angels. 😇😇😇😇😇😇
If anything changes or ANYTHING We will let ya know immediately as soon as we know. Okay my peanutbutters?😊 Okay peanuts.😊🤗 I love you😃 sweetiefeeties. Your so cute! 😄🤗
💖💖💖💖💖💖I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART FAMILY AND I MISS YOU BUNCHS!!!!💖💖💖💖💖💖
💖💖💖💖💖💖 BIG HUGGIES AND KISSES💖💖💖💖💖💖
💖💖💖💖💖💖Sincerely With Lots Of Love 💖💖💖💖💖💖
💖💖💖💖💖💖DancingSouless💖💖💖💖💖💖
😊Small Tour and More About me🤝😊
Today I take you on a small updated tour of my home and also talk about a few more things about me. We Talk about Topics of Jealousy In Relationships ,Rejection . The Difference between wanting and needing a person. While on these topics you get more insight to me about my thoughts on the manner and my opinions.
😋My Feelings and A little Embarrassed😊
While talken to my sweethearts💞🤝😉 I get a little more embarrassed😊 when I come clean about more of my feelings I am having lately. We also talk about my blogger series and how it is effecting my waking life and my thoughts and feelings. Not to mention i actually Admit to actually wanting ... Well you gotta watch to see and learn more about me so 😋. I am not spoiling the news.😊Take a watch sweetys💞😊
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