💙💙🙄Longer Gameplays mean Longer time working on them.🙄 Here is the latest Update On Videos💙💙

💖💖💖💖💖💖Hello My Darling Sweethearts💖💖💖💖💖💖💞
*Kisses*😘😘😘😘😘😘💋💋💋💋💋💋 & 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗*Huggies*

I Have missed you Sweethearts!💖💖💖💖💖💖💞


These Lets Plays We are currently Playen are longer then usual
So it means some of them are gonna have to be edited unfortunately.

Sky Crew Platinum Edition Let's Plays is currently still being worked on ( it is a long game play) So I gotta split it up into alot of episodes So there not so long.But We are currently still working on finishing the game. This game is longer then others 😐 I didnt see this one comming .(sorta speech) this games are getten longer. lol rofl 😆🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣😆


Silent Nights - Children's Orchestra Platinum Edition Has Already been finished and is uploading.


As for the rest of the Let's Play they haven't begun yet as we have our hands full with alot of stuff we're doing behind the scenes.

Like I said I will keep you posted as we get things done. I swear these games are getten more and more differcult on certain levels. Uggggg😤 I HATE WHEN IT HAPPENS😤. Some levels I gotta keep replying because I keep failing. but I dont give up I keep going until I beat that level.


Anyways So thats the update for now.


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💙News On Videos And What are Next Direction is 💙

💖💖💖💖💖💖Hello My Darling Sweethearts💖💖💖💖💖💖💞
*Kisses*😘😘😘😘😘😘💋💋💋💋💋💋 & 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗*Huggies*

I Have missed you Sweethearts!💖💖💖💖💖💖💞

Right Now Since our Editing Equipment is working again we are editing our vlogs again . So its gonna take 1 to 3 days again for uploads again . So that brings back all of our Vlogs back to 4K.

I wanna try to stay away from editing so much because I noticed we can get our videos up faster that way but its one of those situations where I gotta be picky and choosy on which is edited and which ones arn't.

I really dont like to put music in my vlogs as I think it takes away from people haven a genuine conversation with me. I mean when you are talken to someone normally you dont always have music in the background unless you are in a club or somewhere else.Not all places always have music in the background. so why not bring it without music and feel as if you are there in the room actually haven a conversation.  Now for certain vlogs I might add some music depending on if it is one that will need one.

I just look at it this way less editing is better as it will put the video up faster versus waiting 1 to 3 days for a video to come out. There is a good side and Bad side to each of this situation. Plus I think it just depends on my mood. Since I am constantly up and down with my moods latly. It happens no one is ever in the same mood all the time. Plus I GOT 6 disorders so dont expect me to be the slightest normal.🤣😆 I am way far from normal . Not only that think of it this way what is normal? what is normal to you may not be normal to someone else Just think about it and let that sink in.
Its one phrase I always tell everyone.


Anyways Back to what I was talken about with Videos as it is very important we clarify this with everyone (YouTube and VIDME) Since we can't directly Upload to VIDME we gotta team up with YouTube with the URL Situation still. So that puts our VIDME ONLY VIDEOS on both platforms. Which will have to be that way until the problem is fixed. So Team YouTube and Vidme are Joining together for awhile until things are fixed.

Meaning our teams. But that still doesnt change how we operate on vidme. ALL lets plays  First Episodes Will be Free and the rest will only be MEMBERS ONLY. I am gonna still try to make special videos as well for the members.

I Have reported this with vidme and they are looken into it. We just gotta wait and see what happends. I will keep everyone posted on it. All's I Know Is we gotta work together Like a Family. These Videos I do for you sweethearts Is for you Angels Of Mine to Enjoy ,Relate to andmore. I am not gonna stop creating just because of a mess up with uploads or whatever is going on . But We gotta work as a family. I can't do this on my own. We gotta keep working as a family.

I am callen all family members aka Angels😇, and Sweethearts💞 on ( YOUTUBE AND VIDME) To Work together to make our Channel better . We are a unit not a individual ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT. We work together as a team and we leave no one behind.

Anyways so that is what is going on at this moment with our videos and so on. I will keep you posted on any changes and so on like I always do. This is frustrating me with the upload situation but Getten mad over this aint gonna make it fixed. So I gotta keep a level headedness on it. I just hope they fix it soon.


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😍💞💖Loven You For You & Accepting All Of You😍💞💖

Well I start this Vlog Talken about of course my stupid cameras battery, then my day and then to a very important topic 🤵I wanted to talk about as it addresses An issue that I see men🤵 go through and has me heart broken💔.I feel so sorry🙁 for them because I understand what there going through🤗.I also Talk about the Big Reason Why I am Opening up more about me to you .🤔My Eternal Battles Are beginning to become more frequent then before🙄😟.Plus we talk about how my mom wants me to move closure to
 her.🤦😱 I hope this helps more people understand more about me and my thoughts about many subjects.🤔😊 Tomorrow should be better .Just remember tomorrow vlogs you may travel with me its my errand day. You can be my co passengers 😘💋🤗😃😎

🚗Short Travel Vlog🚗

Well I take you on A SHORT Travel Vlog. I had alot to do today so i didnt get to record much. but I at least got this moment to show you.We Should be back on track tomorrow.

👶👶2 PeanutButters👶👶Alert!

While Uploading A Exclusive Video for Vidme 2 👶👶Family Members Sneek a view at out Exclusive Video Some how While it was unlisted on our youtube channel.  BTW not mad at our family but you guys did make me smile though. I really needed that smile. Thank you for that. Plus our family can thank those 2 because they
 now got me changing the rules again for our vidoes . its a good thing not a bad thing.🤗🤗

👉👶👶 Sneeky PEANUTBUTTERS ALERT👶👶 2 PeanutButters saw my vidme Exclusive 👈

Hello Sweethearts💞
*Kisses*😘😘😘😘😘😘💋💋💋💋💋💋 & 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗*Huggies*


Alright Family! I know 2 of my peanutbutters👶👶. I dont know who or if they were apart of this family but EAITHER WAY you are still my peanutbutters👶👶.

*Continues while walken around with hands on hips while looken at whole family*

Listen I know Your my family and I love you bunchs but we can't be all sneeky pants👖 like this

*gives you the cute face*😊

Today you have proven one thing to me in this family of ours.

*looks at you* 😊

 That you really do miss me and that you really do wanna see what I am creating. It brought a smile to my face.😃 YOU HAVE NO IDEA how much I needed this. I have been having a real rough day and this brought a smile😄 to my face. you made me so happy even though 2 cute Sweethearts👶👶💞💖💖 slip past me somehow

*hands on hips while looken at you sweetly*

I love you family. Your the best. Thank you so much for putten a smile on my face today.😃
I really needed it and you gave me the bestest gift🎁 ever. OfCOURSE you do know now I gotta
change the rules again .

*smiles while having hands on hips*


Everytime you cuties do something I gotta change Rules. So We Are gonna REVERSE THE RULES AGAIN.

It is only fair If Everyone gets to see the first episode of the New ones that are going on vidme. So I will allow the first episode to be seen.But YOU 😊😊SWEETIE FEETIES ,PEANUTBUTTERS👶👶 , need to behave. No more sneeky pants👖 or you get time out🤷 in which sooner or later I will think of what that is. 😆 but until then behave.

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🚨💙A Promise IS A Promise *VLOG VIDEO UPDATE PLEASE READ ITS IMPORTANT*💙🚨

Hello Sweethearts💞
*Kisses*😘😘😘😘😘😘💋💋💋💋💋💋 & 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗*Huggies*

::Just A warning I am venting in this blogg. I am safe and am alright. I am not in any harm in any form. I JUST WANNA clarify that so no one worrys. I didnt need anything taken the wrong way. If you do have any questions though feel free to ask me but just fair warning I am very sensitive and am having a bad day. ::

A Promise is A Promise. I told you if anything happend or is happening I would tell you.
I dont know how many people actually care about me but even if you dont I still do care if I like it or not. Its one thing that I am. I am a person who cares about those who dont care.
Dont ask sometimes I wonder what it means .

Trying my hardest to make a vlog today. but it isnt going well due to my depression😭😒😑😟 which is at Mild mass now😐.it was at critical mass😥😤😠😈 before but i managed to get through it and now it is down to mild😐🖤*numb feeling now*.

Being honest it hasnt been a good day for me since I know what day it is and it is bringing alot of hate inside my heart because I miss my kids alot and there not here. I hate that there not here with me. I miss them but there is nothing I can do but wait for there return. Probley gonna callmy parents to vent some more. it does help me.

I wish people would forget about holidays and just celebrate halloween all the time so we can forget what the hell happyiness is . not all people are happy ya know. this world is fucked up. dont expect me to be happy. I am far from being perfect and far from being happy. I am fighten everyday just to hope that things get better.

💙Hope is precious and is what keeps me going.💙 My Blogger Series ,My Poetry, Music , Movies, and Video Games help me get through everyday.

My Blogger Series Makes me feel Like I am not ever Alone and is Loved in Returned.

My Poetry Helps me vent my feelings and Express them in a artistic way.

My Music Helps me Dig into my feelings that are locked away and helps me release them when I dance.

My Movies I watch Helps me Release and Confront my past and heal from the pain and suffering by knowing I am stronger and will become even stronger as i keep fighten everyday to succeed in life.It helps me release my emotions that are pent up and are bottled up in a healthy way.

My Videos Games Give me my Freedom and Social Interactions .
It gives me the ability to talk to people who i wouldnt know normally in real life. it gives me the ability to travel although I cant afford to. It gives me a life That I dont have in real life. I am able to be myself and express myself in a safe place. ( talken about second life MMORG GAME and Sims Game) I love playen all sorts of games because It gives me things I eaither do or dont have in real life ( MEANING ALL GAMES AT THIS POINT) . I love all my games I play. I love feeling like I am helping someone or saving someone life. I love helping people.

I feel like I am on lock down Because I am in my home 24/7 due to my car unable to be on the road.My Immobility is driven me nutts. I only get to go out once a week when I see my parents. I dont like feeling helpless or immobile. Being Immobile (not having a car that works and is off the road) and working all the time to forget that my life is really fucked up and is boring sucks.

The only way i meet or aka talk to anyone in this world is via Internet since I cant get out of my house due to my stupid car being broken. Hence puts me in Isolation even more. which is not good for anyone who has mental disorders *Points to self* . Its not maken it easy to interact with real people being isolated.

When someone is isolated so much they due tend to lose the ability to know how to interact with real people eventually. Hell my mentality is basically at this point when I see a real person i get excited and happy I am even talken to a real person. if feels like a gift that i get to talk to a real person versus hiding behind a computer all the time.

If anything and I noticed I have become even more clingier then anything else. Although that is the real me and has always been me. but then there are days I got mood swings where I wanna hide from the world and pretend like it never existed .

but when I do that if feels so dark and alone. {Metaphorically Speaking NOT LITERALLY. Trying to explain my feelings and my thoughts the best way I can 👉)  it is like darkness surrounds me and nurtures my black little heart🖤 to become more bitter and to fill it with more hate.  The Demons in the darkness seem to fill my thoughts with more lies in my head about the world and how they dont deserve my love  and they need to feel my wrath and anger words. That all people are only out to hurt me and hate me. That the only way to not ever get hurt is to run away and destroy the love inside my heart and replace it with hate,numbness and Anger.

Now when I was younger that was easy to do METAPHORICALLY SPEAKING. But I dont wanna do that So I do that opposite and it causes alot of eternal battles. Its exhausting but I dont give up and I plan to win that war against my dark side sooner or later. 


So far Out of  all 3 of those I LISTED ABOVE ( Anger ,Hate and Numbness) I seem to eliminated 1 out of 3 so far. So I know I am doing pretty good. I just gotta keep working at it and healing .I am Just glad I got a phone so i can talk to my parents if I need to . That is the one positive thing i can see is that i got a phone to talk to my parents.

Anyways Thought I would let you sweethearts💞 knows. Its one of my bad days again with depression. so I am gonna try my hardest to get a vlog and some work done today.I am gonna call my parents and talk to them for a bit . it does help me abit.

💖💖💖💖💖💖I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART FAMILY AND I MISS YOU BUNCHS!!!!💖💖💖💖💖💖

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