This is behind the scenes of All my collections and how i am doing. You find out what i am thinking, my opinions and more. When I said strong willed to be open and honest even if it hurts I meant it . I am tied of being bullied and now i am gonna make it count by blogging and maken a difference in this world.
Monday, July 11, 2016
Saturday, July 9, 2016
When You Know you hitted A Wall in A game. Please take a read sweethearts it is important!♥♥♥♥♥♥
HELLO FAMILY!!!
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND I MISS YOU ALOT!!!!
Please Don't Go EP 2 | Cathy's Crafts Platinum Edition is now in uploading phase. As soon as that is uploaded then I will edit the 2 Episodes I have of Cathy's Crafts Platinum Edition. But I am letten you know now. That if I can't beat the Level 5 It maybe the first series I quite.
because I followed all the tips and all and i can't seem to beat that level. it is the level when Cathy Returns after the Flower Festival. when she returns home after 2 weeks. it sux i am so close to beating the game i only have 20 levels left in the game but it seams that ..that Level is way to difficult for me. I have it on beginner and all. Oh well Atleast I tryed that level over 6 times.
But Atleast I got these videos for you guys. but just to let you know ..its only gonna be 1 video a day. I need to relax and get some rest and get some freetime to meet people and talk to people on Secondlife. I really miss it and I miss hangin out with Mileena and one of our family members who hangout there.
I love being A YouTube Partner But there Comes A time when you realize you need a break for a social life. I don't go out in real life to meet people because I have trouble talken to people face to face. it is the samething Markiplier had issues with sorta of. But He grew out of it and I am proud of him.
I have it way easier talken to people behind a computer then in person. When It comes to
business's I do better doing it through gaming and all. I have applyed for jobs over 3 years and I have had interviews but I dont get the jobs.
At this point I am given up on looken for a second job and just stay focused on my own business.Screw them ... if they dont want me then thats fine.
I will Continue to work for YouTube allthough i dont make nothing from them. But just look at it the way I am looken at it. I have gotten this far. I have 51 Family members on my channel and Youtube has given me partnership for a reason. Apparently all of you have seen a gift inside of me and I am glad you guys are there for me. THANK ALL OF YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME!!
Just to let you guys know I am going through A rough time with Depression for many Reasons.
1. is Because I miss my kids 2. is because I Still don't know if My mom has lukekima or cancer and we won't get her results until the end of this month.
3. My ex girlfriend changed herself into a guy ( i am tired of ex's bothern me with there issues)
She expected me to be happy for her when I am not. Why the f*ck would anyone do that to themselfs. she got her breasts tooken a way but still claims she is a lesbian? I agree with my mom she is f*cked up in her head if she thinks I am alright with that.
I am not againest Transgender People at all ...It is just the people who LIE to there Spouse of who they are or think they can change there thinking .My Ex Was a lier,cheater and so on. She still lies of actually what she did to me . She proclaims I Cheated on her in which I didn't .
She left me for another woman who was in her 40's and the night she did it I was on pain meds for neck or whatever it was at the time. She told me the reason why she left me was because I wasn't seeing her but 1 hour a day. Well I was also working from my computer and not only that she was ABUSIVE and I didn't want any part of her.
When her and I first met she cheated on her Girlfriend she had at the time to be with me. IN WHICH I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT until after she told me. Which I felt bad for the girl. At the sametime I didn't want to be with her anymore because of that.
Anyways it is a long story but lets just put it this way She is not a girl you want to be with. I know you see alot of she and her But For Legality reasons she won't be named and she will remain Anonymous .
But anyways When I found that out I felt like a part of me died inside and then I felt like what the f*ck was I dating? Apparently Alls my exs in the past I have dated lied to me.
I have NOT HAD 1 DECENT RELATIONSHIP EVER! I know in alot of my gameplays I complain ,b*ch and boller about being single. not only that I share my life storys alot. Because
Gaming is therapy for me. it Heals me and it makes me feel better.
I dont have money to see my counsler so gaming is my therapy. I have done it for years with Music, games ,movies and such to help myself heal. It does work. But the problem is being around negative people.
So in a few months from now I am getten a new phone with a new number . I starting a new clean start. I did talk to my mom how i felt about my ex and she said that it was her lose and she was mentally nutts anyways. which i agree. but it just hurts to know someone you onced loved and was about to marry murdered there identity and who they were.
I am all for transgender people as along as they are not someone I have dated. I love draq queens , and transgender people. I have 2 people who I am friends with who are transgender .except 1 of them finally got to fullfill there dream of being a girl. they got the whole transformation and i am proud of my friend.
My one friend is still trying to get there where my other friend is but for him it isn't that simple.
Mainly because of money and all. I feel sorry for him .I really hope he gets his dreams soon.
Well Anyways I thought I would vent on what is all going on since i also vented in my video about it. it hasn't been released yet but you will see it in my gameplays as always.
The one thing I am proud of is I am GLAD I DIDN'T COME OUT WITH HER (MY EX GF). She always was trying to FORCE me to comeout when I didn't want to . I am just glad I came out when I did and thats not with her. All's I know Is For my Future Wife Out there where ever she is I just hope to find her one day.
Anyways Sorry for all the rambling and all. Just venting.
I LOVE YOU SWEETHEARTS WITH ALL MY HEART!!! and I am NOT QUITING YouTube,
I am just going through A rough patch that I am sure I will get through. For those who comment alot on my Youtube page THANK YOU!!! you guys are what is keeping me going evenin the roughest times.
Anyways I am gonna go get something to eat and relax while this video Uploads. I LOVE YOU FAMILY AND I MISS YOU TONS!!!
♥♥♥♥♥♥BIG HUGGIES AND KISSES♥♥♥♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥♥♥Sincerely With Lots Of Love ♥♥♥♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥♥♥DancingSouless♥♥♥♥♥♥
Thursday, July 7, 2016
WELCOME HOME FAMILY MEMBER 52 !!! sound the ALARM ITS PARTY TIME!!!! Take a read Sweetys!!!♥♥♥♥♥♥
HELLO FAMILY!!!!!!♥♥♥♥♥♥
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND I MISS YOU BUNCHS HONEBUNS!!!♥♥♥♥♥♥
Well While I was recording A dance for A PART of my Gameplay video I saw a family memeber
Just Arrived!!!! Mustive been my booty dance for the Pirates!!! LOL . They found there booty .
lol rofl!!!! Problem is my BUTT IS NOT TREASURE!!! LOL. So they Ran off like scoundrels lol.
Okay All Joken Aside... PLEASE LET'S WELCOME OUR 52ND FAMILY MEMBER !!!!
When we know the name will we let you sweethearts know ! *smiles*
WELCOME TO THE FAMILY SWEETHEART!!!! WE HAVE SO BEEN WAITING FOR YOU!!!
we were Just haven A pirate party *waves to come on in* come on in *takes your luggage and takes you by your hand through the big crowd .helps us make the way through our family and down the hall * Alright Wow We got a crowd tonight!!! Well Tonight we are celebrating Pirates!!! So You will be able to see the video later today. it is so much fun*giggles* Anyways I am so glad you had a safe trip I was hopeing you were gonna make it in time for the party.
Well Anyways *smiles* Alright I will let you have your hand back . I just wanted to help you through the crowd *lets go of you hand and gestures to follow me to your room* Well anyways Welcome to our family Sweetheart .... okay that music is loud *giggles* I can't think. *giggles* Alright. umm Well Just to let you know you are allowed to decorate your Room However you want . Just be respectable to everyone's rooms. don't go into there rooms without permission. Always ask before hand. I know you are very respectable So I don't have to worry about it but I still have to let everyone know. If Anyone Bothers you or if you have a request or if you want or need to talk to someone Don't Hesitate Just Email us at DancingSouless@yahoo.com
Another way to contact us is to comment on a video ,Direct Message us on youtube . We have many forms to get a hold of us. Try using the DancingSouless@yahoo.com First though or whatever you feel comfortable with. it is up to you sweety. Also If there is anything we can do for you please let us know and we will try to best accommodate you the best we can .
Alright Just To let you know We are A very Loven,Supportive, caring and Most Understanding Family here. We are there for you in Good Time and In Bad Times. We Accept you for you No Matter What *smiles*.
We have a 24/7 Kitchen Staff so no matter what you have everything you need .They cater to Everyone Schedule. Our Staff is Treated like family as well . Because here at DancingSouless Everyone and Anyone is Family. We love you all the same. No need to worry about clothes and what ever not. you have everything here for you .Just ask and our Staff will get it for you .
We have A spa for Relaxion . if you ever need any Spa Products Just ask our staff and they will gladly help you. Everything is open around the clock so no need to worry something is gonna be closed because it wont.
We make sure all venues are open all the time We have over 250 Staff members plus more. We are always have more come on board. Alright Sweety we are here. *walks over to your bed and puts your luggage down and then go's to the extra Storage closet to get out 2 fluffys for ya, then walks over and hands you the fluffys* I know ... I know ... I know it is strange to hear that I call the pillows Fluffy. But I call my pillows Fluffys because they are comfy and meant to be. Well *gives you a great big huggie and a kiss on the cheek*
Welcome home sweety. I am so happy to have you home.
Alright well I gotta be going now back to the party . Just come down the hallway to join us we will all be waiting for you . *Smiles and head out back to the party and runs to family given everyone a group family huggie and kisses on the cheeks* I am so happy our family is getten alone with one another. Our Family is the best.
Alright Family Well I have been Dancing alot Tonight in RL Between takes of Editing. SO I am gonna get A shower, then come back ans Edit More. So I will see you in A little bit Sweethearts.
♥♥♥♥♥♥BIG HUGGIES AND KISSES♥♥♥♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥♥♥Sincerely With Lots Of Love♥♥♥♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥♥♥ DancingSouless♥♥♥♥♥♥
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