Saturday, February 18, 2017
Ex Fiancee Drama ,Heart Issues ,Possibly MOVING??,My Boss's, and what I want in my special someone😘💋🤗😎 ::Vacation Edition:: 🌹🌺🌷😍😘💋🤗💞🍾🥂🛫🏖🏝😎
HELLO MY Beautiful and Handsome ANGELS ,SWEETHEARTS ,HONEYBUNNIES AND AWESOME FAMILY!😘💋💋💋💋💋💋😉😍🤗
Well Hello 😇Sweet Angels Of Mine!😇
Well Last Night was one Hell of a Night . My Heart💖 Began to have issues💓 In which my LA Boss Began to panic but tryed not to as I clinged on to him with worry and fear of what was going on.
Ny Boss Kept talken me through the pain while Boca Raton Boss was trying to get me to go to the ER in which I declined because I knew excactly what was going on with my heart.💓
My NY Boss Called me Stubborn but Strong willed woman. he told me " you dont always have to be strong it is okay sometimes to know when to quit and ask for help. your not alone you got us here honey. we care and love you very much. you dont have to suffer. let us help you"
I told him" hell no .Plus I knew what was going on and I would let you guys know when I was ready to go and if I need too.Alls it is a bubble. its happend before" They were confused on what I meant but I Explained what all it was. Shortly after that I felt sick and ofcourse I got sick.
My LA Boss didn't leave my side for one second. My Ny Boss held my hand while my boca raton boss was panicking and pacing. Every 5 secs he asked if we were gonna head to the ER. Even during the time I was getten sick I told him HELL NO. See even in sickness I am strong. Dont let me fool ya I am stronger then hell at times when people think I am not. I will admit I did get wore out toward the end of being sick. After I was done I brushed my teeth ,gargled and everything. My NY Boss got me some ginger Ale while LA Boss made sure I was warm and comfy . Boca Raton Boss kept starring at me with worry .I Kept telling him everything is gonna be fine and I would let him know if we were gonna go. But I knew I was fine.
At one point I had my Boca Raton Boss come sit by me on the bed and I just Glidedmy hands through his hair to calm him down which did work .Plus he fell asleep right by me holding my hand. Not too much later I feel Asleep listening to LA Boss's heart, while I was fast asleep on LA Boss's chest he fell asleep the sametime I did. then Ny Boss fell Asleep at the bottom of the bed nuzzling my knees. Of Course As soon as I woke up this morning I Had my Boca Raton boss starring at me asking How did I feel and if I needed anything.
Ofcourse I asked him to make me some toast and to get me some ginger ale. While he did that LA Boss was still asleep so I just listened to his heart some more and his breathen which made me drift off to nappers aka sleep again. NY Boss was still nuzzling my knees. Moments Later I got woken up by BocaRaton Boss and I had some toast and Ginger Ale.
Then after all that we all got up brushed our teeth,gargled and the whole nine yards. Later On We drove back to my Main Home Davenport and found out my Ex fiancee had caused some rukus with my address I lived at. ( there will be a video on this and will be uploaded asap.but it wont be fancy or anything it is just gonna be a quick 10 min or so upload without music or anything) Since I got to prepare for a May or maynot be move.
Ex fiancee Drama and Possible Move
I wont know until monday what hell I am in for . *shakes head* So like I thought would happen has happend and now I got more DRAMA WITH MY EX FIANCEE again. 🙄
T shit happends. My Ex fiancee said he would fix what he messed up. AND HE BETTER because I DONT need to lose my home or have to move.
I swear Everytime I try to help people I get screwed over some how. I just dont get it. 🙄
But I know he will fix it as I will be maken sure of it everytime I call him and his Officer.
I dont play games when it comes to my home. What I wish is I could have My Tommy Now that would be nice right about now. I know he would protect me and all. ( sad thing he only exists in my blogger story)
Sometime I wish My Blogger Story was real.Its the only thing that makes me happy anymore Besides my Boss's .My Boss's and Blogger Story is the only thing keeping my happy Anymore. I mean My family members keep going in and out like a rotating door on our channel which does bother me. I Just wish People would stay with our family and Quite Hugging the huggie button then unhuggie it and leaving me.
I guess not all people like me much But thats fine its not like I expect anyone to understand me. My whole world is upside down and is in hell again. Maybe I am not suppose to make any friends or have anyone in my life. ☹ I dont know Alls I know is I am upset. I just wish people would stay apart of our family on our channel. I hate when people keep going in and out. One thing that motivates me is to know I have someone in my life and to me my family on our channel makes me happy too.
3 things that keep me happy ,motivated and still going is My Boss's , My Blogger Story and Our Family on our channel. Not necessary in that order. I already lost alot of things in my life. my Real family is dysfunctional ,and separated.My kids are gone. I am still single and YES I am still bitchy about it. I am tired of everything that can go wrong is going wrong. I haven't gotten 1 break yet in my life where something goes easy. I am still broke (meaning no money). I still struggle with my disorders and I still wonder sometimes If I will ever find my True Love Despite all the shit I have been through.
I do think sometimes Love pushs me through my worst moments and also hope. My boss's help me alot and .... them taken care of me as they have been makes me keep hope that men are still decent out there in the world. I know sometimes I can get pretty upset and put all men in the same boat.But it is only that moment of anger that does it. When that happends I just look at my boss's and read my blogger series and know that there are guys out there like the ones I write about or the ones who take care of me.
I know all men are not the same. I just wish the decent ones would show up . It would nice to be there friends and all. Yes you are reading that right . My feelings are changing and they are opening more up to my uncertain feelings . I wanna know what it is that I am Missing. I know when I am with my LA Boss listening to his heart I do wonder What It Would be like to listen to someone elses heart and fall asleep in there arms. Although Now I Am getten that panic feeling since I wrote that. So No need that feeling. Maybe I Just will stay with my LA boss's arms and listen to his heart beat.
He does seem to have a soothen heartbeat.Alls I know is I get all panic with my uncertain feelings.I can write my feelings like I do with my blogger series and I can nuzzle into my LA Boss's chest listening to his heart to fall asleep and I have no problems. When I am around all 3 of my boss's I have no problems. But when I get around another guy who i dont know or am uncertain about I panic and put a mask on right away ( sorta speech).
It probley because I dont wanna get hurt and plus Because I Dont know who they are or what they are capable of. I do know That right now I am not to happy with the trying to find the right woman for me.Its seems most women I met always want you to have a steady job ,income , doesnt want alot of kids and be very independent. Which makes me run far away from them.
I want a person who wants lots of kids like me (meaning no number at all). I want Someone who will support me and take care of me. someone who will do the samethings My boss's do for me. I want the samethings like I keep writing in my blogger series.I want someone who will follow the True Blood Ring Ritual and do that for me since NO ONE EXCEPT 1 ex gf of mine has done it for me.
The Link to True Blood Ring Ritual --> True Blood Ring Link:
https://dancingsouless.blogspot.com/2016/09/more-about-me-explanations-of-rings.html
I dont care what others say. I am different I am not Independent and I am proud to say it. I am
co-dependent Person. I am a home maker and Thats what I love to do most. I rather Take care of my spouse and our kids ( Cooking ,cleaning, and more for them) then to be constantly empty ,bitchy, souless, uncontent,lost and more. I love our channel and even whenever that day comes along I wanna still work and do what I do now .... alls I want is not to be alone. I wanna actually know what love is instead of always guessing, or being heart broken, angry, sad, envy and others things.
It days Like these when I wish I could have someone to tell That I LOVE them or show affectionate to them. I dont ever think about myself and I dont know how many people notice that. Even now I am always putten myself as Number 2 to something else. anyways..... 😐☹
I am gonna go cuddle my boss. I need to calm down before I cry again. I am so emotional latly more then usual. To Be honest I Am always Emotional and very sensitive. I dont mind it ... its just other people in this world who ....are 😈meany pants👖.. But thats fine At least I got my boss's ,my blogger series and our family on our channel.
yes I AM Upset. I am going through alot again. 😐 its difficult.I am so hoping all of this gets fixed on monday because I dont wanna move again. I just wanna settle down in one place and pay monthly not weekley. I hate liven this unstable life . I want a stable life with a special someone who I can love and they can love me hopefully. .... ya know what I mean....
I wish I Had my Tommy. I wish I could have a stable life and feel secure again.
I wish I could find my True Love....
I miss Getten Huggies🤗 and I miss getten kisses😘💋. It sux not haven any affection. Whoever sez that not have affection and being alone is good CAN GO FLY A KITE AND BE heartless by themselves.
I rather be heartfelt and heartwarmth. I Rather be sensitive ,compassionate like I am .
I rather be me then anyone else because I love me and who I AM. I Just wish I would find
someone who felt the sameway about me ...ya know accepting all of me and have alot of things in commen and want the samethings as i do. I wanna share my life with someone. Just dont know who it is because I haven't found them. plus I gave up looken and I hope they find me to be honest.
I hope someday someone finds me. They usually say when you give up looken for the one they find ya...so hopefully they will find me.. Because I just want my other better half. I want to be complete and not souless. And yes I want my soulmate where ever they are. Because I know when that day comes we would complete eachother. which would make me happy. but until then I will wait and be a cute 👻 ghost until then. 😆🤣😉😊
I will update you sweethearts more Later in another letter. I love you.😍😘💋💋💋💋💋💋🤗❣💓💗💕💞💖💖💖💖💖💖💟💌💝
Anyways I Will most likly fall asleep Like I have been So I Just wanted to let you know a head of time. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEARTS!💞
I miss you alot and I Love You Alot. I will see you Sweethearts In our next Letter. Gonna go listen to my LA Boss's heart beat to calm down and fall asleep.😊😉😍😘💋💋💋💋💋💋🤗💕💞💖💖💖💖💖💖💟💌💝
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Well Hello 😇Sweet Angels Of Mine!😇
Well Last Night was one Hell of a Night . My Heart💖 Began to have issues💓 In which my LA Boss Began to panic but tryed not to as I clinged on to him with worry and fear of what was going on.
Ny Boss Kept talken me through the pain while Boca Raton Boss was trying to get me to go to the ER in which I declined because I knew excactly what was going on with my heart.💓
My NY Boss Called me Stubborn but Strong willed woman. he told me " you dont always have to be strong it is okay sometimes to know when to quit and ask for help. your not alone you got us here honey. we care and love you very much. you dont have to suffer. let us help you"
I told him" hell no .Plus I knew what was going on and I would let you guys know when I was ready to go and if I need too.Alls it is a bubble. its happend before" They were confused on what I meant but I Explained what all it was. Shortly after that I felt sick and ofcourse I got sick.
My LA Boss didn't leave my side for one second. My Ny Boss held my hand while my boca raton boss was panicking and pacing. Every 5 secs he asked if we were gonna head to the ER. Even during the time I was getten sick I told him HELL NO. See even in sickness I am strong. Dont let me fool ya I am stronger then hell at times when people think I am not. I will admit I did get wore out toward the end of being sick. After I was done I brushed my teeth ,gargled and everything. My NY Boss got me some ginger Ale while LA Boss made sure I was warm and comfy . Boca Raton Boss kept starring at me with worry .I Kept telling him everything is gonna be fine and I would let him know if we were gonna go. But I knew I was fine.
At one point I had my Boca Raton Boss come sit by me on the bed and I just Glidedmy hands through his hair to calm him down which did work .Plus he fell asleep right by me holding my hand. Not too much later I feel Asleep listening to LA Boss's heart, while I was fast asleep on LA Boss's chest he fell asleep the sametime I did. then Ny Boss fell Asleep at the bottom of the bed nuzzling my knees. Of Course As soon as I woke up this morning I Had my Boca Raton boss starring at me asking How did I feel and if I needed anything.
Ofcourse I asked him to make me some toast and to get me some ginger ale. While he did that LA Boss was still asleep so I just listened to his heart some more and his breathen which made me drift off to nappers aka sleep again. NY Boss was still nuzzling my knees. Moments Later I got woken up by BocaRaton Boss and I had some toast and Ginger Ale.
Then after all that we all got up brushed our teeth,gargled and the whole nine yards. Later On We drove back to my Main Home Davenport and found out my Ex fiancee had caused some rukus with my address I lived at. ( there will be a video on this and will be uploaded asap.but it wont be fancy or anything it is just gonna be a quick 10 min or so upload without music or anything) Since I got to prepare for a May or maynot be move.
Ex fiancee Drama and Possible Move
I wont know until monday what hell I am in for . *shakes head* So like I thought would happen has happend and now I got more DRAMA WITH MY EX FIANCEE again. 🙄
T shit happends. My Ex fiancee said he would fix what he messed up. AND HE BETTER because I DONT need to lose my home or have to move.
I swear Everytime I try to help people I get screwed over some how. I just dont get it. 🙄
But I know he will fix it as I will be maken sure of it everytime I call him and his Officer.
I dont play games when it comes to my home. What I wish is I could have My Tommy Now that would be nice right about now. I know he would protect me and all. ( sad thing he only exists in my blogger story)
Sometime I wish My Blogger Story was real.Its the only thing that makes me happy anymore Besides my Boss's .My Boss's and Blogger Story is the only thing keeping my happy Anymore. I mean My family members keep going in and out like a rotating door on our channel which does bother me. I Just wish People would stay with our family and Quite Hugging the huggie button then unhuggie it and leaving me.
I guess not all people like me much But thats fine its not like I expect anyone to understand me. My whole world is upside down and is in hell again. Maybe I am not suppose to make any friends or have anyone in my life. ☹ I dont know Alls I know is I am upset. I just wish people would stay apart of our family on our channel. I hate when people keep going in and out. One thing that motivates me is to know I have someone in my life and to me my family on our channel makes me happy too.
3 things that keep me happy ,motivated and still going is My Boss's , My Blogger Story and Our Family on our channel. Not necessary in that order. I already lost alot of things in my life. my Real family is dysfunctional ,and separated.My kids are gone. I am still single and YES I am still bitchy about it. I am tired of everything that can go wrong is going wrong. I haven't gotten 1 break yet in my life where something goes easy. I am still broke (meaning no money). I still struggle with my disorders and I still wonder sometimes If I will ever find my True Love Despite all the shit I have been through.
I do think sometimes Love pushs me through my worst moments and also hope. My boss's help me alot and .... them taken care of me as they have been makes me keep hope that men are still decent out there in the world. I know sometimes I can get pretty upset and put all men in the same boat.But it is only that moment of anger that does it. When that happends I just look at my boss's and read my blogger series and know that there are guys out there like the ones I write about or the ones who take care of me.
I know all men are not the same. I just wish the decent ones would show up . It would nice to be there friends and all. Yes you are reading that right . My feelings are changing and they are opening more up to my uncertain feelings . I wanna know what it is that I am Missing. I know when I am with my LA Boss listening to his heart I do wonder What It Would be like to listen to someone elses heart and fall asleep in there arms. Although Now I Am getten that panic feeling since I wrote that. So No need that feeling. Maybe I Just will stay with my LA boss's arms and listen to his heart beat.
He does seem to have a soothen heartbeat.Alls I know is I get all panic with my uncertain feelings.I can write my feelings like I do with my blogger series and I can nuzzle into my LA Boss's chest listening to his heart to fall asleep and I have no problems. When I am around all 3 of my boss's I have no problems. But when I get around another guy who i dont know or am uncertain about I panic and put a mask on right away ( sorta speech).
It probley because I dont wanna get hurt and plus Because I Dont know who they are or what they are capable of. I do know That right now I am not to happy with the trying to find the right woman for me.Its seems most women I met always want you to have a steady job ,income , doesnt want alot of kids and be very independent. Which makes me run far away from them.
I want a person who wants lots of kids like me (meaning no number at all). I want Someone who will support me and take care of me. someone who will do the samethings My boss's do for me. I want the samethings like I keep writing in my blogger series.I want someone who will follow the True Blood Ring Ritual and do that for me since NO ONE EXCEPT 1 ex gf of mine has done it for me.
The Link to True Blood Ring Ritual --> True Blood Ring Link:
https://dancingsouless.blogspot.com/2016/09/more-about-me-explanations-of-rings.html
I dont care what others say. I am different I am not Independent and I am proud to say it. I am
co-dependent Person. I am a home maker and Thats what I love to do most. I rather Take care of my spouse and our kids ( Cooking ,cleaning, and more for them) then to be constantly empty ,bitchy, souless, uncontent,lost and more. I love our channel and even whenever that day comes along I wanna still work and do what I do now .... alls I want is not to be alone. I wanna actually know what love is instead of always guessing, or being heart broken, angry, sad, envy and others things.
It days Like these when I wish I could have someone to tell That I LOVE them or show affectionate to them. I dont ever think about myself and I dont know how many people notice that. Even now I am always putten myself as Number 2 to something else. anyways..... 😐☹
I am gonna go cuddle my boss. I need to calm down before I cry again. I am so emotional latly more then usual. To Be honest I Am always Emotional and very sensitive. I dont mind it ... its just other people in this world who ....are 😈meany pants👖.. But thats fine At least I got my boss's ,my blogger series and our family on our channel.
yes I AM Upset. I am going through alot again. 😐 its difficult.I am so hoping all of this gets fixed on monday because I dont wanna move again. I just wanna settle down in one place and pay monthly not weekley. I hate liven this unstable life . I want a stable life with a special someone who I can love and they can love me hopefully. .... ya know what I mean....
I wish I Had my Tommy. I wish I could have a stable life and feel secure again.
I wish I could find my True Love....
I miss Getten Huggies🤗 and I miss getten kisses😘💋. It sux not haven any affection. Whoever sez that not have affection and being alone is good CAN GO FLY A KITE AND BE heartless by themselves.
I rather be heartfelt and heartwarmth. I Rather be sensitive ,compassionate like I am .
I rather be me then anyone else because I love me and who I AM. I Just wish I would find
someone who felt the sameway about me ...ya know accepting all of me and have alot of things in commen and want the samethings as i do. I wanna share my life with someone. Just dont know who it is because I haven't found them. plus I gave up looken and I hope they find me to be honest.
I hope someday someone finds me. They usually say when you give up looken for the one they find ya...so hopefully they will find me.. Because I just want my other better half. I want to be complete and not souless. And yes I want my soulmate where ever they are. Because I know when that day comes we would complete eachother. which would make me happy. but until then I will wait and be a cute 👻 ghost until then. 😆🤣😉😊
I will update you sweethearts more Later in another letter. I love you.😍😘💋💋💋💋💋💋🤗❣💓💗💕💞💖💖💖💖💖💖💟💌💝
Anyways I Will most likly fall asleep Like I have been So I Just wanted to let you know a head of time. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEARTS!💞
I miss you alot and I Love You Alot. I will see you Sweethearts In our next Letter. Gonna go listen to my LA Boss's heart beat to calm down and fall asleep.😊😉😍😘💋💋💋💋💋💋🤗💕💞💖💖💖💖💖💖💟💌💝
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💖💖💖💖💖💖I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART FAMILY AND I MISS YOU BUNCHS!!!!💖💖💖💖💖💖
💖💖💖💖💖💖 BIG HUGGIES AND KISSES💖💖💖💖💖💖
💖💖💖💖💖💖Sincerely With Lots Of Love 💖💖💖💖💖💖
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Friday, February 17, 2017
😊🌺💐🌹A Vow Of Silence,Sleepness, and My Boss's::Vacation Edition:: 🌹🌺🌷😍😘💋🤗💞🍾🥂🛫🏖🏝😎
HELLO MY Beautiful and Handsome ANGELS ,SWEETHEARTS ,HONEYBUNNIES AND AWESOME FAMILY!😘💋💋💋💋💋💋😉😍🤗
Well Hello 😇Sweet Angels Of Mine!😇
I Noticed its been 1 day of Silence if not 2 days or more if you are only watching our Youtube Discussion and GooglePlus. But As of Feb 15th I tweeted a few times and and few today.
The Last few days has been lots of meetings .Plus The Boss's and I have been watching Lots more episodes of (The Office) . So far in the last week I have fell asleep in everyone of my boss's arms at least twice per day. LA Boss's Arms Have been full of me fallen asleep in his arms lately. Been very tired lately. Plus I have had a few meltdowns and some more nightmares.
Ofcourse it all has to do with being single ,alone, and insecure.Plus have been haven PTSD Attacks A little more often Since Feb 14th (worst day ever). But All My Boss's are helping me through it and taken turns with snuggle time as we call it. I can't sleep without hearing someones heart beating💓 . So they let me lay my head on there chest so I can sleep.😴 Which does help plus they hold me which makes me feel secure.
I am glad that me and my boss's are close as we are. They Understand me more then most and they get me. I hope in the future more people do. And I know more will but it will take time which is alright.
I know All boss's are different but mine are unique like me and I love that. I am getten sleepy again and I am probley go watch more (the office) While Drifting into sleepy land. I will write more tomorrow hopefully if i dont fall asleep again before I can write . LOL 😆🤣. I did that the last time.
I will update you sweethearts more Later in another letter. I love you.😍😘💋💋💋💋💋💋🤗❣💓💗💕💞💖💖💖💖💖💖💟💌💝
Anyways I Will most likly fall asleep Like I have been So I Just wanted to let you know a head of time. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEARTS!💞
I miss you alot and I Love You Alot. I will see you Sweethearts In our next Letter.😊😉😍😘💋💋💋💋💋💋🤗💕💞💖💖💖💖💖💖💟💌💝
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Ex Fiancee Drama ,Heart Issues ,Possibly MOVING??,My Boss's, and what I want in my special someone😘💋🤗😎 ::Vacation Edition:: 🌹🌺🌷😍😘💋🤗💞🍾🥂🛫🏖🏝😎
https://dancingsouless.blogspot.com/2017/02/ex-fiancee-drama-heart-issues-possibly.html
Well Hello 😇Sweet Angels Of Mine!😇
I Noticed its been 1 day of Silence if not 2 days or more if you are only watching our Youtube Discussion and GooglePlus. But As of Feb 15th I tweeted a few times and and few today.
The Last few days has been lots of meetings .Plus The Boss's and I have been watching Lots more episodes of (The Office) . So far in the last week I have fell asleep in everyone of my boss's arms at least twice per day. LA Boss's Arms Have been full of me fallen asleep in his arms lately. Been very tired lately. Plus I have had a few meltdowns and some more nightmares.
Ofcourse it all has to do with being single ,alone, and insecure.Plus have been haven PTSD Attacks A little more often Since Feb 14th (worst day ever). But All My Boss's are helping me through it and taken turns with snuggle time as we call it. I can't sleep without hearing someones heart beating💓 . So they let me lay my head on there chest so I can sleep.😴 Which does help plus they hold me which makes me feel secure.
I am glad that me and my boss's are close as we are. They Understand me more then most and they get me. I hope in the future more people do. And I know more will but it will take time which is alright.
I know All boss's are different but mine are unique like me and I love that. I am getten sleepy again and I am probley go watch more (the office) While Drifting into sleepy land. I will write more tomorrow hopefully if i dont fall asleep again before I can write . LOL 😆🤣. I did that the last time.
I will update you sweethearts more Later in another letter. I love you.😍😘💋💋💋💋💋💋🤗❣💓💗💕💞💖💖💖💖💖💖💟💌💝
Anyways I Will most likly fall asleep Like I have been So I Just wanted to let you know a head of time. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEARTS!💞
I miss you alot and I Love You Alot. I will see you Sweethearts In our next Letter.😊😉😍😘💋💋💋💋💋💋🤗💕💞💖💖💖💖💖💖💟💌💝
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Ex Fiancee Drama ,Heart Issues ,Possibly MOVING??,My Boss's, and what I want in my special someone😘💋🤗😎 ::Vacation Edition:: 🌹🌺🌷😍😘💋🤗💞🍾🥂🛫🏖🏝😎
https://dancingsouless.blogspot.com/2017/02/ex-fiancee-drama-heart-issues-possibly.html
💖💖💖💖💖💖I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART FAMILY AND I MISS YOU BUNCHS!!!!💖💖💖💖💖💖
💖💖💖💖💖💖 BIG HUGGIES AND KISSES💖💖💖💖💖💖
💖💖💖💖💖💖Sincerely With Lots Of Love 💖💖💖💖💖💖
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Sunday, February 12, 2017
😊🌺💐🌹My Boss & I And The Office Show::Vacation Edition:: 🌹🌺🌷😍😘💋🤗💞🍾🥂🛫🏖🏝😎
HELLO MY Beautiful and Handsome ANGELS ,SWEETHEARTS ,HONEYBUNNIES AND AWESOME FAMILY!😘💋💋💋💋💋💋😉😍🤗
Well Hello 😇Sweet Angels Of Mine!😇
Well Finally My Boss and I are on season 3 as of today .Ofcourse we had some meeting today and inbetween we watched some more {The Office} . Just like we are gonna in a few minutes from now .
I Just had to write this letter As I did tweet a few times about the office today.Anyways It seems that My Boss and I are bonding over this show now which is so weird. Me I keep going back and forth feeling sorry for Micheal then hating him when he is being meany pants.
I keep yelling at my laptop (since we are watching it on my laptop) For Pam and Jim to be together.
I was so mad at heartbroken when Pam didn't just call the wedding off to be with Jim after he kissed her on casino night episode. This series always drives me crazy because I do know the ending and all but re-watching it again brings back those same feelings I had once before. The funny thing is my Boss is getten so interested in it that even when we got even a second to spare between meetings he grabs me aka Pulls me to the side gently and askes me to go (watch the office) with him .
Ofcourse I don't hesitate since I am really enjoyed watching the show and being with my LA boss.
Last Night My LA Boss told me he made his mind up about moving to florida. He is keeping his house In LA but he is also gonna buy a house here in Florida. So He is gonna stay here and Just only travel back to LA when We are needed back there. He wont go back to LA without me thats why I said we. He has already made his mind up that he doesnt want to be away from me. Plus his Separation Anxiety Disorder got worse. Which is fine because I am here to support him and help him through it as I Got it Just as bad as he does.
We Have Talked About Relationships. I have asked him how was he gonna handle (Separation anxiety) when i get into a relationship IF I ever find someone. His reply was " well we will deal with it when it comes and not to worry about it now.Just focus on what is happening now" Then he started to get uptight again and I had to calm him down . I gave him one big Huggie 🤗 Which seemed to do the trick. he felt better and I felt better know he was feeling better and was alright.
I dont like when he is upset because then I get upset and then its not good. It seems like Everytime He gets uptight I Just give him a Great Big Huggie🤗 makes him feel better.Sometimes people Just need hugs to feel better. I know If someone ever asked me for a hug I wouldn't Hesitate I would Just give them the biggest hug🤗 ever. I Love Given Huggies🤗 and receiving Huggies🤗.There the best and always makes people feel better and Loved and Comforted.
I Love seeing people happy😃 and if ME😊 given them a huggie🤗 makes them happy😃 then I would love to give them as much huggies🤗 they would want. There is not ever such thing as to much huggies.🤗But there is a such thing as not enough huggies.🤗
Okay Huggie🤗 time for everyone!*Gives Everyone Huggies* 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
Anyways Sometimes I need a huggie 🤗 and My LA Boss gives me one without hesitant . Which is nice since I feel insecure like he does and I know he does.But I know I can help him through it and I tell him its okay to feel that way . I feel insecure all the time. So I know how he feels.Its the worst but as long as you have someone you can trust or put your trust is you should be fine.
I know I can say this. I have trouble Trusting anyone but I know I can trust my boss And I know he trust's me.That is what builds up a great friendship and a Successful working Relationship Between Boss's. We work great together Just like my other 2 boss's (Boca raton,Fl Boss and Ny,New York City Boss) Which I didn't get to see much of today because they were doing Business arrangements for our next executive meeting.
They Just did Get back home now (Meaning in our house we all have together). So I get to spend some more time with them. We all as a group have been watching {the office} OfCourse there has been some fighten over sitting arrangements. So Now I got a seating chart on which 2 can sit by me. I tell them all the time they gotta takes turns. I swear my boss's act like kids sometimes but Thats fine since sometimes I can be just like them sometimes. But who cares Its fun and I love it 😊
I think it is cute though when they get sleepy .😊💖. They are Just so adorable when they get sleepy they all got certain habits and stuff they do. 💞 Can't help it but I think it is cute. I have always thought it was cute and not afraid to admit.If you think thats bad they say the samething about me.
My LA Boss does puppet shows with my pet dragon Plushie (legend)& My Bunny Presto Plushie and it makes me laugh hysterically . I love it when he does it.It always makes me happy when a guy can do that . It just shows they got a sensitive side and a jokey side. Love it 😊 its cute.
My Ny Boss Teases the hell out of me when my sleepy accents come out. Then He jokes around and begins to do accents. He then gets me laughing so hard I can't move.My NY Boss thinks it is adorable that when I get super Tired my accents come out and change. Its one thing that he loves about me. He even told me that.
Thats when I looked at him and told him "Surrrrrrre you love me for my accents. thats all you want me for is my accents ..I see how you are" Thats when he does he usual saying " No I Love all of you not just part of you. Sides its cute" At that point I am usually walken into the next room pretending to ignore him Until he runs into the next room after me and throws a Fluffy (pillow) at me which mess's my hair up. Thats usually when A Fluffy (Pillow) fight begins. I always win though because If I dont I just give him the pouty lip and blinky eyes and he melts and it works . So then I win 😊
Hey This Girl 😜*POINTS TO ME* 👉🙋knows how to win when it comes to fluffy (pillow) Fights. I just be me and act cute and it works.Sides I love it.😊when I see him begin to pout it makes my heart💖 melts like it does if it was anyone else I care about.because that means I get to give him another huggie🤗 which makes me happy😃 because I get to give more huggies🤗 and make him happy. 😊
My Boca Raton Boss is something else. he is a scatter brain . He makes so many jokes about me being ditzy but then I can always get him back with his scatterd brainess. This week alone he lost his sunglasses🕶 4 times and it was on the top of his head the whole time. 6 other times HE forgot them at the executive meetings. So Everytime we are at a meeting I make sure I pick them up and know where they are since he forgets alot.Which is okay because I am very ditzy alot of the times too.So I tease him about his sunglasses🕶 and he teases me on my phone situation.
I Told Him We need one of the car beeper thingys so we can beep it and he would find it. He was rolling in laughter😆🤣 and asked me " what is my sunglasses🕶 a car 🚗now?" I told him "they might as well be one as much as you lose them" lol rofl 😆🤣
In which we both are horrible when it comes to losing cars 🚗since I always forget where we park and what we were driven since they switch our car🚗 ever meeting FOR GAWD SAKES I dont know 🤷why🤦 but corporate pays for it💆. so i dont care but for the love of gawd I wish we would keep one and stay to one. 🤦lol😆🤣
There are times I Will think I lost my phone 📞and call my phone☎ in ought to remember it is in my hand the whole time.😆🤣 LOL ROFL . No joken I am serious about it. I Got a work phone📱 and a personal phone📞.
Today After our one of many Executive Meetings I thought I lost my phone.📞
I was panicking and I was searching through my pocketbook 👜aka purse 👜 and I didnt see it. I then was like saying to myself I am gonna call📞 it to see where it is. At this time my LA Boss🤵 was like are you okay with a confused and concern look on his face.
I was like NO my phone📞 is missing . 5 mins later Boca Raton boss comes out of the builden🌃 and was like whats going on and I was like my phone📞 is missing (mean while by this time my LA boss 🤵was searching in our car🚗 and I was searching all over the place) I then picked up my phone📞 and couldnt remember my number then asked my NY boss if he knew it and then he told me . I then called it and was like "it went to voicemail and is asking me for a code."🤔I stood there Looken Like Clueless and not understanding Still that the phone📞 that was in my hand was the one I was looken for.
My LA Boss🤵 mouth drops open😲 ,Ny Boss Laughs his ass off 😆,AND my Boca Raton boss was like "Well I have seen it all and I thought I had it bad.I think I rubbed off my scattered brainess with you now. Guess I am gonna have to keep ya now" I looked at him and was like " you better keep me because you would be lost without me . not to mention you would lose you beeper to your car." He then busted out laughing Hysterically🤣😆 AND soon after I beeped the car🚗 so I knew where the car🚗 was and then forgot that we were already in the car 🚗we we suppose to be in. At that point I had all 3 boss's running into the builden🌃 running for the bathroom I made them laugh so hard.
I swear It was one of those days again. But it happens alot amongest all of us. By the time my 3 boss's came back from there adventure to the bathroom. I then asked them where my phone was. My LA Boss🤵 at this point "Are you kidden me ?you still dont know where your phone is?" As he looked as me like with concern.
I Then did my usual distress voice Telling him I had no clue where it was. He then took my hand gently and turned it over and asked me while he starred in my eyes "is this your phone you were looken for " It took me a few minutes but then When I starred at it for about 2 mins I realized that was the one and I was like "oohhhh yea this is the one"
Once again they all busted out laughing😆🤣 and this time my LA Boss🤵 gave me a huggie🤗 and was "its okay 🐇Honeybunny its one of your Bunny 🐇days again. " Thats when I did my
🐇bunny nose twitch and he noticed and told me it was cute. 😊
Anyways After All that happend today we came home and began to watch the office again and
My Boss Agrees with me that Jan is being a real bitch towards Michael. Plus that Michael really had it comming in a way since he was being meany pants towards her. Also we all agree that Pam&Jim Should've been together now but nooooo the writers had to be 🥜peanutbutters. lol rofl
Right Now we are on season 3 Episode 7.
So now the Show is becomming even more Interesting Especially With Pam and Jim , and michael and Jan 😊
Anyways Gonna get going and watch (The Office) With My Boss's before they rip my shirt👚 next since they are trying there hardest to get my attention away from the laptop💻. LOL ROFL.🤣😆And you wonder why my shirts👚 looked stretched out its because my boss's stretch them out by tugging on them to get my attention. you know like when you were a 🥜peanutbutter aka baby👶 or 👧👦kid and you would tug on your moms👩 shirt👚 well thats how there tugging on mine except there grown adults and there my Boss's.🤦😎. LOL ROFL.🤣😆 and not to mention there so persistent. 😊 I Still love them though. Gotta love my job 😃.I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. I love it.😃
Anyways I Will most likly fall asleep Like I have been So I Just wanted to let you know a head of time. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEARTS!💞
I miss you alot and I Love You Alot. I will see you Sweethearts In our next Letter.😊😉😍😘💋💋💋💋💋💋🤗💕💞💖💖💖💖💖💖💟💌💝
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Well Hello 😇Sweet Angels Of Mine!😇
Well Finally My Boss and I are on season 3 as of today .Ofcourse we had some meeting today and inbetween we watched some more {The Office} . Just like we are gonna in a few minutes from now .
I Just had to write this letter As I did tweet a few times about the office today.Anyways It seems that My Boss and I are bonding over this show now which is so weird. Me I keep going back and forth feeling sorry for Micheal then hating him when he is being meany pants.
I keep yelling at my laptop (since we are watching it on my laptop) For Pam and Jim to be together.
I was so mad at heartbroken when Pam didn't just call the wedding off to be with Jim after he kissed her on casino night episode. This series always drives me crazy because I do know the ending and all but re-watching it again brings back those same feelings I had once before. The funny thing is my Boss is getten so interested in it that even when we got even a second to spare between meetings he grabs me aka Pulls me to the side gently and askes me to go (watch the office) with him .
Ofcourse I don't hesitate since I am really enjoyed watching the show and being with my LA boss.
Last Night My LA Boss told me he made his mind up about moving to florida. He is keeping his house In LA but he is also gonna buy a house here in Florida. So He is gonna stay here and Just only travel back to LA when We are needed back there. He wont go back to LA without me thats why I said we. He has already made his mind up that he doesnt want to be away from me. Plus his Separation Anxiety Disorder got worse. Which is fine because I am here to support him and help him through it as I Got it Just as bad as he does.
We Have Talked About Relationships. I have asked him how was he gonna handle (Separation anxiety) when i get into a relationship IF I ever find someone. His reply was " well we will deal with it when it comes and not to worry about it now.Just focus on what is happening now" Then he started to get uptight again and I had to calm him down . I gave him one big Huggie 🤗 Which seemed to do the trick. he felt better and I felt better know he was feeling better and was alright.
I dont like when he is upset because then I get upset and then its not good. It seems like Everytime He gets uptight I Just give him a Great Big Huggie🤗 makes him feel better.Sometimes people Just need hugs to feel better. I know If someone ever asked me for a hug I wouldn't Hesitate I would Just give them the biggest hug🤗 ever. I Love Given Huggies🤗 and receiving Huggies🤗.There the best and always makes people feel better and Loved and Comforted.
I Love seeing people happy😃 and if ME😊 given them a huggie🤗 makes them happy😃 then I would love to give them as much huggies🤗 they would want. There is not ever such thing as to much huggies.🤗But there is a such thing as not enough huggies.🤗
Okay Huggie🤗 time for everyone!*Gives Everyone Huggies* 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
Anyways Sometimes I need a huggie 🤗 and My LA Boss gives me one without hesitant . Which is nice since I feel insecure like he does and I know he does.But I know I can help him through it and I tell him its okay to feel that way . I feel insecure all the time. So I know how he feels.Its the worst but as long as you have someone you can trust or put your trust is you should be fine.
I know I can say this. I have trouble Trusting anyone but I know I can trust my boss And I know he trust's me.That is what builds up a great friendship and a Successful working Relationship Between Boss's. We work great together Just like my other 2 boss's (Boca raton,Fl Boss and Ny,New York City Boss) Which I didn't get to see much of today because they were doing Business arrangements for our next executive meeting.
They Just did Get back home now (Meaning in our house we all have together). So I get to spend some more time with them. We all as a group have been watching {the office} OfCourse there has been some fighten over sitting arrangements. So Now I got a seating chart on which 2 can sit by me. I tell them all the time they gotta takes turns. I swear my boss's act like kids sometimes but Thats fine since sometimes I can be just like them sometimes. But who cares Its fun and I love it 😊
I think it is cute though when they get sleepy .😊💖. They are Just so adorable when they get sleepy they all got certain habits and stuff they do. 💞 Can't help it but I think it is cute. I have always thought it was cute and not afraid to admit.If you think thats bad they say the samething about me.
My LA Boss does puppet shows with my pet dragon Plushie (legend)& My Bunny Presto Plushie and it makes me laugh hysterically . I love it when he does it.It always makes me happy when a guy can do that . It just shows they got a sensitive side and a jokey side. Love it 😊 its cute.
My Ny Boss Teases the hell out of me when my sleepy accents come out. Then He jokes around and begins to do accents. He then gets me laughing so hard I can't move.My NY Boss thinks it is adorable that when I get super Tired my accents come out and change. Its one thing that he loves about me. He even told me that.
Thats when I looked at him and told him "Surrrrrrre you love me for my accents. thats all you want me for is my accents ..I see how you are" Thats when he does he usual saying " No I Love all of you not just part of you. Sides its cute" At that point I am usually walken into the next room pretending to ignore him Until he runs into the next room after me and throws a Fluffy (pillow) at me which mess's my hair up. Thats usually when A Fluffy (Pillow) fight begins. I always win though because If I dont I just give him the pouty lip and blinky eyes and he melts and it works . So then I win 😊
Hey This Girl 😜*POINTS TO ME* 👉🙋knows how to win when it comes to fluffy (pillow) Fights. I just be me and act cute and it works.Sides I love it.😊when I see him begin to pout it makes my heart💖 melts like it does if it was anyone else I care about.because that means I get to give him another huggie🤗 which makes me happy😃 because I get to give more huggies🤗 and make him happy. 😊
My Boca Raton Boss is something else. he is a scatter brain . He makes so many jokes about me being ditzy but then I can always get him back with his scatterd brainess. This week alone he lost his sunglasses🕶 4 times and it was on the top of his head the whole time. 6 other times HE forgot them at the executive meetings. So Everytime we are at a meeting I make sure I pick them up and know where they are since he forgets alot.Which is okay because I am very ditzy alot of the times too.So I tease him about his sunglasses🕶 and he teases me on my phone situation.
I Told Him We need one of the car beeper thingys so we can beep it and he would find it. He was rolling in laughter😆🤣 and asked me " what is my sunglasses🕶 a car 🚗now?" I told him "they might as well be one as much as you lose them" lol rofl 😆🤣
In which we both are horrible when it comes to losing cars 🚗since I always forget where we park and what we were driven since they switch our car🚗 ever meeting FOR GAWD SAKES I dont know 🤷why🤦 but corporate pays for it💆. so i dont care but for the love of gawd I wish we would keep one and stay to one. 🤦lol😆🤣
There are times I Will think I lost my phone 📞and call my phone☎ in ought to remember it is in my hand the whole time.😆🤣 LOL ROFL . No joken I am serious about it. I Got a work phone📱 and a personal phone📞.
Today After our one of many Executive Meetings I thought I lost my phone.📞
I was panicking and I was searching through my pocketbook 👜aka purse 👜 and I didnt see it. I then was like saying to myself I am gonna call📞 it to see where it is. At this time my LA Boss🤵 was like are you okay with a confused and concern look on his face.
I was like NO my phone📞 is missing . 5 mins later Boca Raton boss comes out of the builden🌃 and was like whats going on and I was like my phone📞 is missing (mean while by this time my LA boss 🤵was searching in our car🚗 and I was searching all over the place) I then picked up my phone📞 and couldnt remember my number then asked my NY boss if he knew it and then he told me . I then called it and was like "it went to voicemail and is asking me for a code."🤔I stood there Looken Like Clueless and not understanding Still that the phone📞 that was in my hand was the one I was looken for.
My LA Boss🤵 mouth drops open😲 ,Ny Boss Laughs his ass off 😆,AND my Boca Raton boss was like "Well I have seen it all and I thought I had it bad.I think I rubbed off my scattered brainess with you now. Guess I am gonna have to keep ya now" I looked at him and was like " you better keep me because you would be lost without me . not to mention you would lose you beeper to your car." He then busted out laughing Hysterically🤣😆 AND soon after I beeped the car🚗 so I knew where the car🚗 was and then forgot that we were already in the car 🚗we we suppose to be in. At that point I had all 3 boss's running into the builden🌃 running for the bathroom I made them laugh so hard.
I swear It was one of those days again. But it happens alot amongest all of us. By the time my 3 boss's came back from there adventure to the bathroom. I then asked them where my phone was. My LA Boss🤵 at this point "Are you kidden me ?you still dont know where your phone is?" As he looked as me like with concern.
I Then did my usual distress voice Telling him I had no clue where it was. He then took my hand gently and turned it over and asked me while he starred in my eyes "is this your phone you were looken for " It took me a few minutes but then When I starred at it for about 2 mins I realized that was the one and I was like "oohhhh yea this is the one"
Once again they all busted out laughing😆🤣 and this time my LA Boss🤵 gave me a huggie🤗 and was "its okay 🐇Honeybunny its one of your Bunny 🐇days again. " Thats when I did my
🐇bunny nose twitch and he noticed and told me it was cute. 😊
Anyways After All that happend today we came home and began to watch the office again and
My Boss Agrees with me that Jan is being a real bitch towards Michael. Plus that Michael really had it comming in a way since he was being meany pants towards her. Also we all agree that Pam&Jim Should've been together now but nooooo the writers had to be 🥜peanutbutters. lol rofl
Right Now we are on season 3 Episode 7.
So now the Show is becomming even more Interesting Especially With Pam and Jim , and michael and Jan 😊
Anyways Gonna get going and watch (The Office) With My Boss's before they rip my shirt👚 next since they are trying there hardest to get my attention away from the laptop💻. LOL ROFL.🤣😆And you wonder why my shirts👚 looked stretched out its because my boss's stretch them out by tugging on them to get my attention. you know like when you were a 🥜peanutbutter aka baby👶 or 👧👦kid and you would tug on your moms👩 shirt👚 well thats how there tugging on mine except there grown adults and there my Boss's.🤦😎. LOL ROFL.🤣😆 and not to mention there so persistent. 😊 I Still love them though. Gotta love my job 😃.I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. I love it.😃
Anyways I Will most likly fall asleep Like I have been So I Just wanted to let you know a head of time. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEARTS!💞
I miss you alot and I Love You Alot. I will see you Sweethearts In our next Letter.😊😉😍😘💋💋💋💋💋💋🤗💕💞💖💖💖💖💖💖💟💌💝
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💖💖💖💖💖💖I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART FAMILY AND I MISS YOU BUNCHS!!!!💖💖💖💖💖💖
💖💖💖💖💖💖 BIG HUGGIES AND KISSES💖💖💖💖💖💖
💖💖💖💖💖💖Sincerely With Lots Of Love 💖💖💖💖💖💖
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Saturday, February 11, 2017
😍😘💋🤗🌞 My Bosses Surprise me💞🌹🌺🌷😊🌺💐🌹::Vacation Edition:: 🌹🌺🌷😍😘💋🤗💞🍾🥂🛫🏖🏝😎
HELLO MY Beautiful and Handsome ANGELS ,SWEETHEARTS ,HONEYBUNNIES AND AWESOME FAMILY!😘💋💋💋💋💋💋😉😍🤗
Well Hello 😇Sweet Angels Of Mine!😇
I Just Want to make it clear On my Abbreviations. when I say LA Boss it is LA, California not Louisiana. Boca Raton is Boca Raton,Florida and NY is New York City . Okay now since we made that clear now everyone should be able to understand it more .😊
Well Last Night My LA Boss Ordered Pizza last night with pepsi and all.Which I really enjoyed it. I Haven't had that in awhile. So Last Night my LA boss tryed to comfort me as much as he could . which he did a good job of it. Its nice to have a boss who cares.All 3 of my boss's do really care about me Just Like I care about them.
If Anything All Of This is bringing my boss's closer together and them wanting to move here to florida more since I am here. Which I hope they do because I am tired of traveling so much and being away from them. I am hoping we can make it where all of us are on 1 state period. lol. 😆
Anyways He held me in his arms to make me feel better and told me everything was gonna be fine and I was doing great.It was Nice to be held. I know he is my Boss but he knew I was in distress and I was and he was there to help me like I would if he ever needed me to do the samething.
The one thing that made me calm down the most was just listening to his heart beat. its one of the things that calms me down. If I am really upset or confused or anything Just listening to someone heart beat makes me calm down and focus on there heart beat. When I Do that is calms my nerves down and relaxs me. To be honest it helps me sleep too.Thats another Good reason why I need to not be single anymore. But until then I will just listen to my boss's heart which is fine with me because he is alright with it .
I did ask him what he thought about when he held me Because I was curious as not many boss's does what he does (Except my other 2 boss's.They do the same as him too). He told me that he felt like he was protecting me from all the people who have hurted me and protecting me from any potential harm.He told me I was like a beautiful flower that was delicate and needed to be protected from all the evil monsters.He made me laugh when he said that. Ofcourse that was his intention because he smiled after I did.
If I ever get more boss's besides the ones I have I hope there just like these ones I have. I really love how my boss's treat me. I know They Have been through alot too.I have held them too when they were in distress. It was nice to know I was needed and they make me feel needed all the time.
Well Anyways After Pizza and all We watched (The Office ) Right now we are on the second season.
Anyways I would get all excited like I always do on certain episodes and ofcourse my boss looked at me and was like "I haven't ever seen you that Excited,Happy and All Enthusiastic before"
Thats When he realized how happy the show made me.
Ofcourse Now our conversations are alot about Jan and Michaels Love/Denial situation and my boss is now asking my a billions of questions and all. I do like Jan but I dont like her Craziness side . I mean I am like her in one way and that would be the authority figure part and maybe the Denial part of being in love with a colleague or attraction to them but thats the only part.
To Make Myself Clear on this one since I know most are gonna jump to conclusions I am not in love with anyone . But I will admit something That I haven't admitted before. I have felt some warm fuzzy Feelings for some of my friends. I dont know what the hell that is about but I am sure in time I will figure it out. But Even Though I have felt the warms fuzzy feelings the ones I did have that feelings for left. So Its back to the bleakness aka dullness again.
I am kinda glad those feelings never evolved because it would've been a mistake as they left so... anyways It was a good thing those feelings didnt ever evolve.
I Just Know right Now I Just wanna makes friends first. I wanna Start with Friends and see where it goes.if it turns outto be something more then friends Ofcourse I wont hesitate on it (but I won't be the one maken the first move eaither. seen things like that go too wrong for me in the past. so i rather be silent and just watch and see if they feel the same).So thats what I do when i make friends now. I just sit back and observe them.
I know I haven't admit this before but I can't really keep it a secret to much longer. So I figure it is best to just talk about here and now. That way if you see some changes or whatever you know what maybe up or not.
I know I hate the word Like but I think I have found another purpose for that word now. Now when I use Like It will be for a uncertain feeling. So when I say like you may wanna question it now as a uncertain feeling. Just trying to help you sweethearts💞 to get to know me more since I am changing again.
Anyways back to what I was saying about Jan. I just wouldnt do what Jan Does to michael. Remember I have seen the whole series So I know what she is like. But right now My boss and I are on Season 2 So he hasn't seen the crazy side of Jan's character yet. I do feel sorry for michael though .The poor Guy Loves Jan and She is just denying her feelings for him.I know How it is to be in michaels spot being confused and not knowing why a person has changed after you pour your heart out to the person you feel connected too.
The One thing I would Love to feel Is true Love and Actually Love. I Wonder what it is like . I wonder if it wonderful and if it would last.I wonder If I would be happy and whoever it is would keep me feeling that way forever. All these thingsI question and think about since I started to watch this show again.At the sametime I feel hurt inside my heart and sad because All I know right now is sadness and hurt. it's pretty sad that I can understand sadness,pain,fear,anger sorrow and all the upset feelings more then Happy feelings.
One thing I was taught was is if say happy or feel happy it is bad and it wont last. It will be destroyed and I have seen it . So it scares me to feel happy or say it because I Am scared it will be destroyed like it has been before. I wonder how many people can relate to this? who knows. Alls I know it makes a good conversation piece for tonights episodes while I watch More of {The Office }With my Boss.
Alls I know Is When I share My Favorite Shows or Whatever with anyone It is like I am sharing a piece of my heart with you. So to any potential friends out there if I share anything like this with you or anything of me Just know you are being shared a piece of my heart.💖 And it is something not to take lightly. I take it serious when I share things with you or anyone. Plus I am a very sensitive person to but thats okay because that is the real me.
Anyways Gonna get going and watch (The Office) With My Boss. I Will most likly fall asleep Like I have been So I Just wanted to let you know a head of time. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEARTS!💞
I miss you alot and I Love You Alot. I will see you Sweethearts In our next Letter.😊😉😍😘💋💋💋💋💋💋🤗💕💞💖💖💖💖💖💖💟💌💝
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Well Hello 😇Sweet Angels Of Mine!😇
I Just Want to make it clear On my Abbreviations. when I say LA Boss it is LA, California not Louisiana. Boca Raton is Boca Raton,Florida and NY is New York City . Okay now since we made that clear now everyone should be able to understand it more .😊
Well Last Night My LA Boss Ordered Pizza last night with pepsi and all.Which I really enjoyed it. I Haven't had that in awhile. So Last Night my LA boss tryed to comfort me as much as he could . which he did a good job of it. Its nice to have a boss who cares.All 3 of my boss's do really care about me Just Like I care about them.
If Anything All Of This is bringing my boss's closer together and them wanting to move here to florida more since I am here. Which I hope they do because I am tired of traveling so much and being away from them. I am hoping we can make it where all of us are on 1 state period. lol. 😆
Anyways He held me in his arms to make me feel better and told me everything was gonna be fine and I was doing great.It was Nice to be held. I know he is my Boss but he knew I was in distress and I was and he was there to help me like I would if he ever needed me to do the samething.
The one thing that made me calm down the most was just listening to his heart beat. its one of the things that calms me down. If I am really upset or confused or anything Just listening to someone heart beat makes me calm down and focus on there heart beat. When I Do that is calms my nerves down and relaxs me. To be honest it helps me sleep too.Thats another Good reason why I need to not be single anymore. But until then I will just listen to my boss's heart which is fine with me because he is alright with it .
I did ask him what he thought about when he held me Because I was curious as not many boss's does what he does (Except my other 2 boss's.They do the same as him too). He told me that he felt like he was protecting me from all the people who have hurted me and protecting me from any potential harm.He told me I was like a beautiful flower that was delicate and needed to be protected from all the evil monsters.He made me laugh when he said that. Ofcourse that was his intention because he smiled after I did.
If I ever get more boss's besides the ones I have I hope there just like these ones I have. I really love how my boss's treat me. I know They Have been through alot too.I have held them too when they were in distress. It was nice to know I was needed and they make me feel needed all the time.
Well Anyways After Pizza and all We watched (The Office ) Right now we are on the second season.
Anyways I would get all excited like I always do on certain episodes and ofcourse my boss looked at me and was like "I haven't ever seen you that Excited,Happy and All Enthusiastic before"
Thats When he realized how happy the show made me.
Ofcourse Now our conversations are alot about Jan and Michaels Love/Denial situation and my boss is now asking my a billions of questions and all. I do like Jan but I dont like her Craziness side . I mean I am like her in one way and that would be the authority figure part and maybe the Denial part of being in love with a colleague or attraction to them but thats the only part.
To Make Myself Clear on this one since I know most are gonna jump to conclusions I am not in love with anyone . But I will admit something That I haven't admitted before. I have felt some warm fuzzy Feelings for some of my friends. I dont know what the hell that is about but I am sure in time I will figure it out. But Even Though I have felt the warms fuzzy feelings the ones I did have that feelings for left. So Its back to the bleakness aka dullness again.
I am kinda glad those feelings never evolved because it would've been a mistake as they left so... anyways It was a good thing those feelings didnt ever evolve.
I Just Know right Now I Just wanna makes friends first. I wanna Start with Friends and see where it goes.if it turns outto be something more then friends Ofcourse I wont hesitate on it (but I won't be the one maken the first move eaither. seen things like that go too wrong for me in the past. so i rather be silent and just watch and see if they feel the same).So thats what I do when i make friends now. I just sit back and observe them.
I know I haven't admit this before but I can't really keep it a secret to much longer. So I figure it is best to just talk about here and now. That way if you see some changes or whatever you know what maybe up or not.
I know I hate the word Like but I think I have found another purpose for that word now. Now when I use Like It will be for a uncertain feeling. So when I say like you may wanna question it now as a uncertain feeling. Just trying to help you sweethearts💞 to get to know me more since I am changing again.
Anyways back to what I was saying about Jan. I just wouldnt do what Jan Does to michael. Remember I have seen the whole series So I know what she is like. But right now My boss and I are on Season 2 So he hasn't seen the crazy side of Jan's character yet. I do feel sorry for michael though .The poor Guy Loves Jan and She is just denying her feelings for him.I know How it is to be in michaels spot being confused and not knowing why a person has changed after you pour your heart out to the person you feel connected too.
The One thing I would Love to feel Is true Love and Actually Love. I Wonder what it is like . I wonder if it wonderful and if it would last.I wonder If I would be happy and whoever it is would keep me feeling that way forever. All these thingsI question and think about since I started to watch this show again.At the sametime I feel hurt inside my heart and sad because All I know right now is sadness and hurt. it's pretty sad that I can understand sadness,pain,fear,anger sorrow and all the upset feelings more then Happy feelings.
One thing I was taught was is if say happy or feel happy it is bad and it wont last. It will be destroyed and I have seen it . So it scares me to feel happy or say it because I Am scared it will be destroyed like it has been before. I wonder how many people can relate to this? who knows. Alls I know it makes a good conversation piece for tonights episodes while I watch More of {The Office }With my Boss.
Alls I know Is When I share My Favorite Shows or Whatever with anyone It is like I am sharing a piece of my heart with you. So to any potential friends out there if I share anything like this with you or anything of me Just know you are being shared a piece of my heart.💖 And it is something not to take lightly. I take it serious when I share things with you or anyone. Plus I am a very sensitive person to but thats okay because that is the real me.
Anyways Gonna get going and watch (The Office) With My Boss. I Will most likly fall asleep Like I have been So I Just wanted to let you know a head of time. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEARTS!💞
I miss you alot and I Love You Alot. I will see you Sweethearts In our next Letter.😊😉😍😘💋💋💋💋💋💋🤗💕💞💖💖💖💖💖💖💟💌💝
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Friday, February 10, 2017
😘💋🤗😇Missing My SweetHearts and going through Hell😊🌺💐🌹::Vacation Edition:: 🌹🌺🌷😍😘💋🤗💞🍾🥂🛫🏖🏝😎
HELLO MY Beautiful and Handsome ANGELS ,SWEETHEARTS ,HONEYBUNNIES AND AWESOME FAMILY!😘💋💋💋💋💋💋😉😍🤗
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I missed You So much! I am So Sorry about Yesterdays Letter not being written. I was very Tired
Yesterday and Took alot of naps after Our meetings we had all day yesterday. It was exhausting.😕
Anyways So Lets Catch Up Whats going on . So Right Now I have been going through meetings all week like I said I was .My Boss and I have been watching (The Office) Alot. I have been wanting to play some Video Games but Haven't As I know it would mean I would be working and I am on vacation which means I need to relax not work.
As for Special Blogger Letters havent worked on them but been wanting too. I have also been dealing with My Ex-Fiancee VIA Phone over the past few days or so. Sometimes I forget I cant save everyone.Meaning I know he is in Trouble but that is his own fault he needs to fix his life that he destroyed. I cant help everyone. I can give advice but I cant help everyone. I aint no super hero.
I do Have Compassion for him but there is nothing I can do to help him. Hell I can't even help my ownself let alone another person. I am a very co-dependent person.I have 6 disorders with no medications at all. Cant Afford medical doctors or anything. My career is very difficult and my parents are still supporting me. My Boss Takes care of my traveling expenses and all other stuff where my parents do my rent and food. It takes an army to help me basically.
I am still mentally Fucked up from my kids being surrendered in court because of the predicaments that were at hand.I have not recovered at all from that. I am still going through a rough time. I got to get a steady income comming in and I am working hard on that so I can provide for myself.
My Life is Far from being Easy . Most people think I got it easy but I dont . I gotta figure how to become independent and how to make money before my parents are not around. My Mom hopes I find someone to be with . To be honest I am right along side of her with that one. I hope so too because I dont know if I will ever be independent. I am trying to be independent with my career at Youtube and other places. but it isn't easy eaither. Right now I am on vacation trying to relax but with all this drama going on it is hard to relax (meaning the ex fiancee situation).
I do care for all my ex's and I dont want nothing bad to happen to any of them but they gotta learn that I can't help them. I have always been a co-dependent person. They all knew that when they met me. I have always had someone financially taken care of me.So you can only imagine how scared I am and how stressed out I am when I am not maken any money from any of my videos on Youtube.
Everyone who has ever met me knows that I have not ever been independent and I am okay with saying that because I dont feel ashamed of it . Not everyone can be independent and that is okay.
Some people are meant to be independent and others are not. Thats my opinion.
I am no where close to my threshold on Youtube .Everyone Who is A Youtube partner has a threshold they have to meet to get paid from Youtube. its complicated to explain .
As Everyone Knows maken a living from Youtube is nearly impossible But I believe in myself and My talent. I believe as long as you believe in yourself you can do anything you put your mind too.I am preparing to make a patron Account. I dont know when though as I have to think about how to go about doing it. You know the rewards and all . I really gotta think about it.
So besides ALL that drama and so on ... you know there is not ever a dull day in my life. No offence Like I said there wont ever be a drama free situation in Life. BECAUSE LIFE doesnt work that way.
To be honest in my family if everything is going well we all get uneasy about it because we all know to well in our family if it is way too easy then something bad will happen. Which 99.9% of the time something always happends. So this comes natural in my family. There is not ever one day without excitement or something going on.
It's probley Another reason why alot of people can't handle me or my family is because this is how our family runs. But who cares if someone can't accept all of me and everything about me then there worthless and don't need to be apart of my life. Point blank and Plain English. My Family is Dysfunctional and I dont mind it at all. To be honest I Am more happier this way then above all others. I know I have it rough time and all but maybe this is the way my life is gonna be.
Maybe I was meant to have this life so I can help others not have what I have. 🤔or maybe how to cope with it? I dont know really.Alls I know is I do love helping others if I can although my life is so upside down.
All's I know as Soon as my Ex-Fiancee got out of Jail I knew I was gonna have drama and I was right about it. OfCourse My Boss is right beside me holden my hand through all this. Which I am glad I got at least my Boss through this whole mess. Plus I am glad I am on vacation so I can rest and not be all stressed out. My executive meetings are less stressful then my ex-fiancee situation. My-Ex Fiancee seems to give me more stress and anxiety then anything else. Plus with valentines day around the corner it isn't helping my attitude any better since I AM SINGLE STILL!!! 😒🙁😞
Fuck my life gawd darn it all!🙄 So I am under alot of stress. 😒I am sure though Things will get better I hope.🤔 I have had rough patchs before . 🤔I am sure Things will get better I hope.😐
At this rate I hope things get better been through to much hell as it is. Anyways enough of me bitching ,moaning and complaining about things. At least I admit that I am bitching ,moaning and complaining. Not to many people would admit that. But I AM because I know I am doing it.
Not to mention I haven't been sleeping so well lately. I have been tired alot and Sleeping alot. But I havent been feeling really secure lately. When I Watch {The Office} With my boss ... I think of Michael Scott is someone Just like me in certain ways. You know the side of him that always wants to be loved and wanting to be important . Or the part of looken like an authority figure and such. I do relate to him on certain levels. Samething with Pam and also other characters on the show.
Anyways I Will Write You Another letter soon Again. 😊
Gonna try to take a nap. I woke up at 4am today and have been up since then. Like I said I got a weird sleeping pattern latly and I am hopeing by the time my vacation is up That I got it under control a little bit by then. Feb 28th is Suppose to be when I come back. But I am gonna Return March 1st,2017 instead.
But Everyday or Every Other day I will be writing you letters and letten you know whats going on .
I do know for a fact we got More meetings and Executives meetings. Plus I know That I do got photoshoots comming up again.🙄 and here we go with makeup💄 and so on again.
I Will Admit I am upset with myself for last month and this month not haven no New Thumbnails.But thats okay.there is always next month for that. I always make it up to you Sweethearts💞 and you know that. I am just haven a rough last few months. I am sure things
Will get better. One thing is when I am stressed out or Upset it doesnt work well for me because
3 things happen . first thing it effects my work. Second thing that happends when I get stressed out I dont wanna work and then the third thing is I just wanna hide from everything. Which I do.
Which all of those is not a good thing. So in away this Vacation will hopefully help me relax more. which it has . Like I said before the meetings are not so stressfull at all.its only the Ex part that is the stressful part.
I know Everything is off schedule and I am sorry for that but Right now my life is upside down as well with the crap I gotta deal with (meaning my Ex's Situation). It maybe all on the phone. but just because I am dealing with it over the phone it still effects me.I still do care what happends to all my ex's. I aint a heartless bitch.
I do care about everyone. Thats one thing that always gets me into trouble is because I got a heart of gold.💛 I always take care of others before myself. Its one thing my mom taught me. My mom is a very caring and Loven person. Thats one trait I got of my moms. Which I am proud to say I have.
Its probley the 1 thing that gets both(my mom and I ) of us hurt alot too. ya know the whole Haven a heart of gold 💛 thing. But Atleast we both (my mom and I ) Can say that we care alot to help others And try our best to help others the best we can even in the worst situations.
But Anyways I am gonna go Watch {The Office} With my boss. I might end up fallen asleep Like I Have before. So I just wanted to alert you to that ahead of time. Everything should Return back to Normal soon with our wake up and sleepy time Announcements.It maybe be awhile but they will be back to normal soon. Just hang in there . I am haven it rough just like you with that situation. Kinda mad at myself for going off on that schedule. but in time it will be fixed.
I Love You Sweehearts.😊😉😍😘💋💋💋💋💋💋🤗💕💞💖💖💖💖💖💖💟💌💝
My World Maybe Broken Right now But haven you sweethearts💞Apart of my family helps me get through my days besides my Boss's. Our Family Working AS A UNIT is what keeps our family together and Stronger then ever. I Love You Family.💕💞💖💖💖💖💖💖💟💌💝😊😉😍😘💋💋💋💋💋💋🤗😇😎
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I missed You So much! I am So Sorry about Yesterdays Letter not being written. I was very Tired
Yesterday and Took alot of naps after Our meetings we had all day yesterday. It was exhausting.😕
Anyways So Lets Catch Up Whats going on . So Right Now I have been going through meetings all week like I said I was .My Boss and I have been watching (The Office) Alot. I have been wanting to play some Video Games but Haven't As I know it would mean I would be working and I am on vacation which means I need to relax not work.
As for Special Blogger Letters havent worked on them but been wanting too. I have also been dealing with My Ex-Fiancee VIA Phone over the past few days or so. Sometimes I forget I cant save everyone.Meaning I know he is in Trouble but that is his own fault he needs to fix his life that he destroyed. I cant help everyone. I can give advice but I cant help everyone. I aint no super hero.
I do Have Compassion for him but there is nothing I can do to help him. Hell I can't even help my ownself let alone another person. I am a very co-dependent person.I have 6 disorders with no medications at all. Cant Afford medical doctors or anything. My career is very difficult and my parents are still supporting me. My Boss Takes care of my traveling expenses and all other stuff where my parents do my rent and food. It takes an army to help me basically.
I am still mentally Fucked up from my kids being surrendered in court because of the predicaments that were at hand.I have not recovered at all from that. I am still going through a rough time. I got to get a steady income comming in and I am working hard on that so I can provide for myself.
My Life is Far from being Easy . Most people think I got it easy but I dont . I gotta figure how to become independent and how to make money before my parents are not around. My Mom hopes I find someone to be with . To be honest I am right along side of her with that one. I hope so too because I dont know if I will ever be independent. I am trying to be independent with my career at Youtube and other places. but it isn't easy eaither. Right now I am on vacation trying to relax but with all this drama going on it is hard to relax (meaning the ex fiancee situation).
I do care for all my ex's and I dont want nothing bad to happen to any of them but they gotta learn that I can't help them. I have always been a co-dependent person. They all knew that when they met me. I have always had someone financially taken care of me.So you can only imagine how scared I am and how stressed out I am when I am not maken any money from any of my videos on Youtube.
Everyone who has ever met me knows that I have not ever been independent and I am okay with saying that because I dont feel ashamed of it . Not everyone can be independent and that is okay.
Some people are meant to be independent and others are not. Thats my opinion.
I am no where close to my threshold on Youtube .Everyone Who is A Youtube partner has a threshold they have to meet to get paid from Youtube. its complicated to explain .
As Everyone Knows maken a living from Youtube is nearly impossible But I believe in myself and My talent. I believe as long as you believe in yourself you can do anything you put your mind too.I am preparing to make a patron Account. I dont know when though as I have to think about how to go about doing it. You know the rewards and all . I really gotta think about it.
So besides ALL that drama and so on ... you know there is not ever a dull day in my life. No offence Like I said there wont ever be a drama free situation in Life. BECAUSE LIFE doesnt work that way.
To be honest in my family if everything is going well we all get uneasy about it because we all know to well in our family if it is way too easy then something bad will happen. Which 99.9% of the time something always happends. So this comes natural in my family. There is not ever one day without excitement or something going on.
It's probley Another reason why alot of people can't handle me or my family is because this is how our family runs. But who cares if someone can't accept all of me and everything about me then there worthless and don't need to be apart of my life. Point blank and Plain English. My Family is Dysfunctional and I dont mind it at all. To be honest I Am more happier this way then above all others. I know I have it rough time and all but maybe this is the way my life is gonna be.
Maybe I was meant to have this life so I can help others not have what I have. 🤔or maybe how to cope with it? I dont know really.Alls I know is I do love helping others if I can although my life is so upside down.
All's I know as Soon as my Ex-Fiancee got out of Jail I knew I was gonna have drama and I was right about it. OfCourse My Boss is right beside me holden my hand through all this. Which I am glad I got at least my Boss through this whole mess. Plus I am glad I am on vacation so I can rest and not be all stressed out. My executive meetings are less stressful then my ex-fiancee situation. My-Ex Fiancee seems to give me more stress and anxiety then anything else. Plus with valentines day around the corner it isn't helping my attitude any better since I AM SINGLE STILL!!! 😒🙁😞
Fuck my life gawd darn it all!🙄 So I am under alot of stress. 😒I am sure though Things will get better I hope.🤔 I have had rough patchs before . 🤔I am sure Things will get better I hope.😐
At this rate I hope things get better been through to much hell as it is. Anyways enough of me bitching ,moaning and complaining about things. At least I admit that I am bitching ,moaning and complaining. Not to many people would admit that. But I AM because I know I am doing it.
Not to mention I haven't been sleeping so well lately. I have been tired alot and Sleeping alot. But I havent been feeling really secure lately. When I Watch {The Office} With my boss ... I think of Michael Scott is someone Just like me in certain ways. You know the side of him that always wants to be loved and wanting to be important . Or the part of looken like an authority figure and such. I do relate to him on certain levels. Samething with Pam and also other characters on the show.
Anyways I Will Write You Another letter soon Again. 😊
Gonna try to take a nap. I woke up at 4am today and have been up since then. Like I said I got a weird sleeping pattern latly and I am hopeing by the time my vacation is up That I got it under control a little bit by then. Feb 28th is Suppose to be when I come back. But I am gonna Return March 1st,2017 instead.
But Everyday or Every Other day I will be writing you letters and letten you know whats going on .
I do know for a fact we got More meetings and Executives meetings. Plus I know That I do got photoshoots comming up again.🙄 and here we go with makeup💄 and so on again.
I Will Admit I am upset with myself for last month and this month not haven no New Thumbnails.But thats okay.there is always next month for that. I always make it up to you Sweethearts💞 and you know that. I am just haven a rough last few months. I am sure things
Will get better. One thing is when I am stressed out or Upset it doesnt work well for me because
3 things happen . first thing it effects my work. Second thing that happends when I get stressed out I dont wanna work and then the third thing is I just wanna hide from everything. Which I do.
Which all of those is not a good thing. So in away this Vacation will hopefully help me relax more. which it has . Like I said before the meetings are not so stressfull at all.its only the Ex part that is the stressful part.
I know Everything is off schedule and I am sorry for that but Right now my life is upside down as well with the crap I gotta deal with (meaning my Ex's Situation). It maybe all on the phone. but just because I am dealing with it over the phone it still effects me.I still do care what happends to all my ex's. I aint a heartless bitch.
I do care about everyone. Thats one thing that always gets me into trouble is because I got a heart of gold.💛 I always take care of others before myself. Its one thing my mom taught me. My mom is a very caring and Loven person. Thats one trait I got of my moms. Which I am proud to say I have.
Its probley the 1 thing that gets both(my mom and I ) of us hurt alot too. ya know the whole Haven a heart of gold 💛 thing. But Atleast we both (my mom and I ) Can say that we care alot to help others And try our best to help others the best we can even in the worst situations.
But Anyways I am gonna go Watch {The Office} With my boss. I might end up fallen asleep Like I Have before. So I just wanted to alert you to that ahead of time. Everything should Return back to Normal soon with our wake up and sleepy time Announcements.It maybe be awhile but they will be back to normal soon. Just hang in there . I am haven it rough just like you with that situation. Kinda mad at myself for going off on that schedule. but in time it will be fixed.
I Love You Sweehearts.😊😉😍😘💋💋💋💋💋💋🤗💕💞💖💖💖💖💖💖💟💌💝
I Miss you Sweet Angels of mine Alot😇.
I Will Write to you Again Tomorrow . I Love You Family. Thank you for sticking by me even in my roughest times. it means alot to me. I am really going through alot of hell. Once again thank you for being apart of our family I really am thankful for each and everyone of you.🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗😘😘😘😘😘😘💋💋💋💋💋💋My World Maybe Broken Right now But haven you sweethearts💞Apart of my family helps me get through my days besides my Boss's. Our Family Working AS A UNIT is what keeps our family together and Stronger then ever. I Love You Family.💕💞💖💖💖💖💖💖💟💌💝😊😉😍😘💋💋💋💋💋💋🤗😇😎
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Wednesday, February 8, 2017
Fallen Asleep,Weird New Schedule, MyBoss and I 😊::Vacation Edition:: 🙄😱 🌹🍾🥂🛫🏖🏝😎
HELLO MY Beautiful and Handsome ANGELS ,SWEETHEARTS ,HONEYBUNNIES AND AWESOME FAMILY!😘💋💋💋💋💋💋😉😍🤗
Well Hello 😇SweetAngels!😇🌹🍾🥂
Well Just Like I Thought I did fall Asleep During the Movie Plus Yesterday I took several Tiny Naps. I Was just so tired. Last night It rained .My Boss Was ofcourse scared like I was . So Ofcourse I gave my Boss a great big huggie 🤗and told him everything as gonna be okay.
He was so adorable .He turned around and Looked at me and said" HEY thats my job to tell you that not you " I laughed and then told him "Well Its my Job to keep you happy and safe Just like you do for me.So we are in this together. So Get Use to me saying that because I care about you like you care about me." He smiled after that. He told me no one ever told him that before and That I made his day. I am glad I made his day.It makes me happy when I Can Make someone happy. So we Just sat together and watched movies to take our minds off the darn scary storm. ⛈
Ya Know I would Do this for anybody As I Know how it is to be scared of storms or anything.
My Sleep Schedules is really Wacky Now but its okay. Thats normal for me for my Sleep Pattern to be all wacky. It seems Since I have been on vacation all the wackyness that would happend when i was working is happening now too while I am on vacation. Which is fine with me.
My Boss And I Right Now Are Watching (The Office) Together since he hasn't seen it. I always talk about it alot and How Much I Love The Show. But Now He finally gets to watch it. The funny thing is he wont watch it without me.So It looks like we got A Show we get to watch in our spare time If we dont finish it before our vacation is up. Which is now 3 weeks left of vacation. Today begins week 2 of vacation and also the 6th round of meetings this week with more Executives and corporations.
Plus I am Gonna Try to Work On Some of the Special Blogger Letters Since The Boss and I came to an agreement on it. So when I feel the urge to work again I will work more on the Special Blogger Letters while we are on vacation So At least I will catch up some on them.
So Thats A positive Thing about the work Agreement While I am on Vacation.😊
Anyways Gonna go watch more (The office) With My Boss. Just Remember I am
A 😴Sleepy 🥜PeanutButter 😃Right now. My Anemia is Kicken my ass Lately. So I have
Been Eatten way more Broccoli and stuff that has High Iron to help me bring my
Blood Levels back up without any Help from Doctors.
I am Just glad my Anemia Aint as bad as my moms. She has to have vitamin shots and all to help her.
I am Glad My Mom is okay. Right now From what I know she is arguing with the doctors about gaining weight. My MOM is way too skinny for her height and age. The Doctors are worried about her losing to much weight as fast as she is. So they put her on more meds for that and all. So far she is balanced with her Weight . She is almost to her Goal weight the doctor wants on her. My Moms Docs want her to be 150 Pounds for her age and height. My mom is stubborn sometimes.
She tells me all the time on the phone she doesnt want to gain weight but I keep telling her she has to so she can be healthy and Be Alive. I tell my mom I love her all the time and that no matter how much we argue I still need her in my life. My Dad Called me up one day asking me to help him convince my mom to gain weight so she would be healthy like her doctors wants her to be. My Mom keeps being a rebellion sometimes with eatten. Sometimes I gotta get on her case to eat and listen to her doctors.But she is eatten alot now and she is gaining weight like the Doctors want her too. So I am glad for that. My mom wants to live and all its just she doesn't want to gain way too much weight. Which is understandable but she has to listen to the doctors and voice her opinion to them.
Sometimes I Feel Like I am a Mom to My Mom Because she can be so stubborn sometimes. I will say this I do take after my mom when it comes to stubborness But I Love My Mom anyways😊
My Dad does go to the doctors with her. So he makes sure she is doing what she has been told. And If she lies to the doctor Her Doctor asks my Dad what she is doing so she is being watched.My mom knows better not to lie because if she does She knows I will be on her case and so will the rest of our family. But Anyways Gonna Go Watch (The Office) With My Boss.
I Will Write you Another Letter Later Sweethearts😊💞😘💋🤗
But If I get way to sleepy😴 then it will be tomorrow. I Just wanna let ya know ahead of time Because I wanna make sure My Sweethearts💞 Know That I haven't forgotten about you sweetys. Because I wouldn't ever forget about you and I haven't and Wont ever.
I Love You Sweethearts So Much.💞 You Are my Sweet 😇Angels 😇Of Mines. The Bestest Family I could ever have or ask for. I love you 🐇Honeybunnies.🐇 I will talk to you laters.😘😘😘😘😘😘💋💋💋💋💋💋🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
Keep Up to date On our Vacation letters ::Look at the bottom of every letter and make sure to follow us on all platforms::
😘💋🤗😇Missing My SweetHearts and going through Hell😊🌺💐🌹::Vacation Edition:: 🌹🌺🌷😍😘💋🤗💞🍾🥂🛫🏖🏝😎
https://dancingsouless.blogspot.com/2017/02/missing-my-sweethearts-and-going.html
Well Hello 😇SweetAngels!😇🌹🍾🥂
Well Just Like I Thought I did fall Asleep During the Movie Plus Yesterday I took several Tiny Naps. I Was just so tired. Last night It rained .My Boss Was ofcourse scared like I was . So Ofcourse I gave my Boss a great big huggie 🤗and told him everything as gonna be okay.
He was so adorable .He turned around and Looked at me and said" HEY thats my job to tell you that not you " I laughed and then told him "Well Its my Job to keep you happy and safe Just like you do for me.So we are in this together. So Get Use to me saying that because I care about you like you care about me." He smiled after that. He told me no one ever told him that before and That I made his day. I am glad I made his day.It makes me happy when I Can Make someone happy. So we Just sat together and watched movies to take our minds off the darn scary storm. ⛈
Ya Know I would Do this for anybody As I Know how it is to be scared of storms or anything.
My Sleep Schedules is really Wacky Now but its okay. Thats normal for me for my Sleep Pattern to be all wacky. It seems Since I have been on vacation all the wackyness that would happend when i was working is happening now too while I am on vacation. Which is fine with me.
My Boss And I Right Now Are Watching (The Office) Together since he hasn't seen it. I always talk about it alot and How Much I Love The Show. But Now He finally gets to watch it. The funny thing is he wont watch it without me.So It looks like we got A Show we get to watch in our spare time If we dont finish it before our vacation is up. Which is now 3 weeks left of vacation. Today begins week 2 of vacation and also the 6th round of meetings this week with more Executives and corporations.
Plus I am Gonna Try to Work On Some of the Special Blogger Letters Since The Boss and I came to an agreement on it. So when I feel the urge to work again I will work more on the Special Blogger Letters while we are on vacation So At least I will catch up some on them.
So Thats A positive Thing about the work Agreement While I am on Vacation.😊
Anyways Gonna go watch more (The office) With My Boss. Just Remember I am
A 😴Sleepy 🥜PeanutButter 😃Right now. My Anemia is Kicken my ass Lately. So I have
Been Eatten way more Broccoli and stuff that has High Iron to help me bring my
Blood Levels back up without any Help from Doctors.
I am Just glad my Anemia Aint as bad as my moms. She has to have vitamin shots and all to help her.
I am Glad My Mom is okay. Right now From what I know she is arguing with the doctors about gaining weight. My MOM is way too skinny for her height and age. The Doctors are worried about her losing to much weight as fast as she is. So they put her on more meds for that and all. So far she is balanced with her Weight . She is almost to her Goal weight the doctor wants on her. My Moms Docs want her to be 150 Pounds for her age and height. My mom is stubborn sometimes.
She tells me all the time on the phone she doesnt want to gain weight but I keep telling her she has to so she can be healthy and Be Alive. I tell my mom I love her all the time and that no matter how much we argue I still need her in my life. My Dad Called me up one day asking me to help him convince my mom to gain weight so she would be healthy like her doctors wants her to be. My Mom keeps being a rebellion sometimes with eatten. Sometimes I gotta get on her case to eat and listen to her doctors.But she is eatten alot now and she is gaining weight like the Doctors want her too. So I am glad for that. My mom wants to live and all its just she doesn't want to gain way too much weight. Which is understandable but she has to listen to the doctors and voice her opinion to them.
Sometimes I Feel Like I am a Mom to My Mom Because she can be so stubborn sometimes. I will say this I do take after my mom when it comes to stubborness But I Love My Mom anyways😊
My Dad does go to the doctors with her. So he makes sure she is doing what she has been told. And If she lies to the doctor Her Doctor asks my Dad what she is doing so she is being watched.My mom knows better not to lie because if she does She knows I will be on her case and so will the rest of our family. But Anyways Gonna Go Watch (The Office) With My Boss.
I Will Write you Another Letter Later Sweethearts😊💞😘💋🤗
But If I get way to sleepy😴 then it will be tomorrow. I Just wanna let ya know ahead of time Because I wanna make sure My Sweethearts💞 Know That I haven't forgotten about you sweetys. Because I wouldn't ever forget about you and I haven't and Wont ever.
I Love You Sweethearts So Much.💞 You Are my Sweet 😇Angels 😇Of Mines. The Bestest Family I could ever have or ask for. I love you 🐇Honeybunnies.🐇 I will talk to you laters.😘😘😘😘😘😘💋💋💋💋💋💋🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
Keep Up to date On our Vacation letters ::Look at the bottom of every letter and make sure to follow us on all platforms::
😘💋🤗😇Missing My SweetHearts and going through Hell😊🌺💐🌹::Vacation Edition:: 🌹🌺🌷😍😘💋🤗💞🍾🥂🛫🏖🏝😎
https://dancingsouless.blogspot.com/2017/02/missing-my-sweethearts-and-going.html
💖💖💖💖💖💖I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART FAMILY AND I MISS YOU BUNCHS!!!!💖💖💖💖💖💖
💖💖💖💖💖💖 BIG HUGGIES AND KISSES💖💖💖💖💖💖
💖💖💖💖💖💖Sincerely With Lots Of Love 💖💖💖💖💖💖
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