One subject I would like to talk about today since I read on yahoo and stirred my feathers of anger.
First and for most " 16 and pregnant star" and her son who is 6 years old"
To me I read it but just how it is worded and all it seems like there is more going on then there saying and it makes me sick. To me if I was child protective services and I read what I read on yahoo I would investigate it .Last year there were hundreds of people being arrested for CHILD PORNOGRAPHY , Assault and more.
How do we know without a doubt that she aint doing something to her son? I mean she calls her outtings dates and then she teachs him how to treat women by going on dates with him? *shakes head* See how i twisted it? Now you can see what i see. doesn't look right does it ? Thats because it isn't.
I should be a prosecutor Attorney. I would make a good one.
Teen mom posts this--> “I’m teaching him proper table manners and that it’s rude to sit on your phone on a date with your mom or with anyone else,”
A date with you mom ???? What the hell? or anyone Else? Would someone like to clarify this ? I could twist this Just like all news does. *Shakes head* No wonder why she got her post taken down.
Women Number one it isn't your place to teach him how to treat a women on ((A DATE.)) it is your duty to teach him respect and manners but not the way your doing it . Somethings are actually learned through Growing up and doing it yourself. You know it is what you call TRIAL AND ERROR. Which all of us go through all the time in this day and age.
But how she is going about it is all wrong.
Sounds Creepy as all hell And I am not the only one who thinks this at all.
It gives me the chills. I just hope child protective services are watching her.
Something is just off about it .
I could go on and on and break all this down on how bad it is. For one thing I don't agree with the show . Yes i have watched the Show but doesn't mean I agree with it.Me I watch the show to see what other things I should look for in my kids and what they maybe up to. Basically in other words looks for more code words or other things so i know what is going on so i can stop it from happening or get them help.
I know not everything is preventable But with the right supervision and the right parenting skills I think it would bring that Percentage down more of anything bad likely to happen. I know the Saying " if it is going to happen it is going to happen" But your job as a parent is for the things that can possibly can go wrong is to make them not happen at all if it is possible.
Your Job as a parent is to eliminate all possible problems if you can. But it isn't gonna be perfect and not every parent is perfect. or I should say not anyone is perfect. Things do happen.
Well thats my opinion on that. I think our world is screwed up but thats how it is . I can only worry about the things i can control. Not the things in which i can not control. My counselor said that phrase to me once. i still remember it and try my best to understand that phrase .
Speaking of which I called her today and i gotta talk to her assistant tomorrow to give her an update on whats going on with the court case. So She gets the message That I am wanting counsling with her Just waiting on what the court wants to do. But most likely i will only pay for this one and if The court people decided to continue the case then they should fund it like they have before in the other cases. Eaither wise I Will do all i can to balance and try to see if i can save money to see her once a month or so .
I always got backup plans for Everything. Well not all the time but sometimes I do.Depending on what it is . How The hell Do i keep mixing up the world fraise with phrase? They seem the same to me . LOL . One thing About America one word can mean a hundred of things or Spelt Different and mean the same thing.
OR my Most favorite words ( Being sarcastic) There,Their and i cant remember if there is another way of spelling it but you know where i am going at. One word spelt different ways but means sorta the same... OH BOTHER. well i know what i mean ... and i think i am doing my best to explain it so there ! like Mr.bean Would say . LOL ROFL
Anyways I am gonna go do some editing and such.
Sincerely
DancingSouless
Monday, January 4, 2016
Sensitive Day and *huggies* To all Struggling Youtubers. :( Bad day for Start up Youtubers :(
Gawd Today must be another one of those days. I tend to get sensitive alot but thats normal. I Just hate seeing anyone hurting or Struggling. I was watching a video on the You tube Creator Academy on how to help fans find you-ft warpzone . And I saw alot of comments that got me upset.
Like I saw this youtuber ->
Say this ->i will never get subscribers XD
So I replyed with this -> +FieldOf Pride you will it will take time. I know it is taken time for me . It will get better just keeping on working at it :D.
I swear I can't help wanting to help those who seem like there struggling. I know they were giggling at the end with that smily face but I know without a doubt that a mask for how the person feels. I just dont want them to feel anymore pain.
Then I saw this Minecraft_fans Say this ->Where to get audience ...The bigger channels all ready have them ...Channnels like your one dantdm are so bigs and the fans allready attach to them how to motivate to watch my...I know now u said just understand thier mind... but its not at all ... i. Want any other idea how you subscriber only this one....
If I remember correctly From most big Youtube stars they all say not to try to please everyone. Also you can't please everybody and it is a known fact. So if Anything Be Yourself and Do what makes you happy . And if people like what you do they will subscribe. I almost started to cry when i saw some comments on this channel. it looks like alot of you guys are struggling. It is alright everyone We are all in this together. But my gawd can you please cheer up :( . Sorry kinda dont like people sad. It breaks my heart to see people hurt or struggling and such. *huggies to all who struggles and hurts* I am pretty sure we will all get there soon. it is just gonna be hard thats all. Not everything in life is easy. Remember just because someone raised to fame quick doesn't always means they will always be there. look at all your Singers,actors and ect.
Like I saw this youtuber ->
Say this ->i will never get subscribers XD
So I replyed with this -> +FieldOf Pride you will it will take time. I know it is taken time for me . It will get better just keeping on working at it :D.
I swear I can't help wanting to help those who seem like there struggling. I know they were giggling at the end with that smily face but I know without a doubt that a mask for how the person feels. I just dont want them to feel anymore pain.
Then I saw this Minecraft_fans Say this ->Where to get audience ...The bigger channels all ready have them ...Channnels like your one dantdm are so bigs and the fans allready attach to them how to motivate to watch my...I know now u said just understand thier mind... but its not at all ... i. Want any other idea how you subscriber only this one....
DancingSouless 1 second ago
If I remember correctly From most big Youtube stars they all say not to try to please everyone. Also you can't please everybody and it is a known fact. So if Anything Be Yourself and Do what makes you happy . And if people like what you do they will subscribe. I almost started to cry when i saw some comments on this channel. it looks like alot of you guys are struggling. It is alright everyone We are all in this together. But my gawd can you please cheer up :( . Sorry kinda dont like people sad. It breaks my heart to see people hurt or struggling and such. *huggies to all who struggles and hurts* I am pretty sure we will all get there soon. it is just gonna be hard thats all. Not everything in life is easy. Remember just because someone raised to fame quick doesn't always means they will always be there. look at all your Singers,actors and ect.
This Just pains me to see this happening everywhere. it is not just youtube. it is everywhere. To be honest it doesn't help eaither with this whole society and how it is going Now adays eaither. Celebritys glorify Body images, Looks ,Money and ect. While the average American is Struggle to make ends meet. OH GREAT ! Here comes my news side of me out . this is probley why i got so many followers on my "My Daily News In Florida " --> https://plus.google.com/u/0/collection/QN5gh
Well My collections are a reflection of me And there is so much talent and So much more to me. I have hid in silence for so long and so scared to say how i felt for so long but now i am tired of it and i am breaken my chains to be free and I will fly like a butterfly.
So watch out world you may have Shut me in Silence for years but now I am back and Stronger. You may shut my mouth for mer seconds but now I got so much to say .
DancingSouless is back and ready to kick some a**.
Anyways *giggles* It seems like alot of American's Struggle with so many things... and now i lost my train of thought .lol Not to mention my phone went off. It was my lawyer with some good news. :D . But anyways Still in the court battle so its gonna be a while still but i am so crossing my fingers on getten my Son back, I miss him so much. He is my baby boy *smiles*
I am gonna get him back. I am just gonna have to work my a** off.
But I will. I will do whatever it takes to get my son back because he is worth every second,minute,hour and more. He is my world. I love my son very much. He is my peanutbutter.
Anyways.... Like i was saying early about youtubers.... It seems like everyone is struggling alot.
I mean we can have as much videos as we want out there to help us youtubers but sometimes it isn't enough. Thats why I have decided to Come up with something to help all youtubers. Its a secret but it will be revealed in less then 2 days. :D
So thank you YOUTUBERS for inspiring me !! :D
Anyways gonna get going and working on that project .
Sincerely
DancingSouless
Sunday, January 3, 2016
Millions Of Red Crabs Cover Christmas Island During Migration
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Well thats the first Time I have ever seen A migration for Crabs.I so WOULDN't want to be under that bridge though Yikes. But thats so cute. Christmas Island Adorable . Well I guess we know where Dark Sols Mutated KaiserKrab comes from. And there comming in armys Alright Pyra and Milo lets go kick some a*. reference to --> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ACtNs4hwApU . Take a watch to see what i mean . *shakes head we better get our magic out and fighten gear. lol . But once again Great Video and I love this new information about Christmas Island . I love learning :D .
I saw this on Twitter then watched it ON Youtube and then got distracted by my thoughts of video games and landed up watching some gaming videos which was so worth it. I can't help it. I am having it so hard to focus on my editing today with my game videos. Sides if I watch some other videos it will relax my brain so i can think probley with my editing. My Editing can get quite difficult sometimes and way to much hard thinking.
I think way to much sometimes that it makes me fall asleep. I have been noted to do that. lol. My POOR Brain LOL.
Sincerely
DancingSouless
Well thats the first Time I have ever seen A migration for Crabs.I so WOULDN't want to be under that bridge though Yikes. But thats so cute. Christmas Island Adorable . Well I guess we know where Dark Sols Mutated KaiserKrab comes from. And there comming in armys Alright Pyra and Milo lets go kick some a*. reference to --> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ACtNs4hwApU . Take a watch to see what i mean . *shakes head we better get our magic out and fighten gear. lol . But once again Great Video and I love this new information about Christmas Island . I love learning :D .
I saw this on Twitter then watched it ON Youtube and then got distracted by my thoughts of video games and landed up watching some gaming videos which was so worth it. I can't help it. I am having it so hard to focus on my editing today with my game videos. Sides if I watch some other videos it will relax my brain so i can think probley with my editing. My Editing can get quite difficult sometimes and way to much hard thinking.
I think way to much sometimes that it makes me fall asleep. I have been noted to do that. lol. My POOR Brain LOL.
Sincerely
DancingSouless
Just A Blah Day But with Interesting Things
Well Yesterday Just was another one of my blah Days. I Finished all my uploads atleast some I did. I didn't get to bed until like 8am or so. Then woke back up at 12pm because my friend came over and knocked on my sliding glass door to see if i was home or up. So i walk to the otherside of my place and open the front door and answered let him know I was up .It was my Friend Carlos. He wanted to see If I was okay after yesterday. here's a recap of yesterday ( Recap ) WELL yesterday I cryed a bit because I missed my son and it bothered me alot. And later that night My other friend came over and saw I was crying and told me to come over since it was really effecting me. She could see my puffy eyes .
Here's the problem I was only crying for maybe 5 mins . But my face shows everything even if I try to cover it up with washing my face and so on. Well anyways Instead of going over to her place I decided to stay home and work on my projects to get my mind of things and also Listen to music and ect. Which it did help.
Because less then a few minutes after she left I was doing my work and getten better. Plus I vented here which also Helped me cope with the situation I am going through.
To be Honest I could've used a nice warm hug from someone who cared for me in that moment when i cryed. hugs help me a bit too. It makes me feel like I am not alone and I am cared for. I am a very affectionate person and Also Sensitive. I dont ask for much. But my one friend she isn't that type of person.
Sometimes I Question If I should let some of my friends go. Well I already Except for 1. He is nice and he is a great friend. I hope to find more people like him to have as friends. You know it reminds me of a story when I was Younger. I had a friend named Amanda. She was the bestest friend Anyone could have. She was a Friend I had when I was like in First or Second Grade. Anyways I remember how upset I would get when she would leave.
So I would invite her over to stay the night more often and we had tons of slumber partys. It was so much fun. We stayed Friends All the way up until I moved from New York. I moved From New York When i was 11 years old To Edgewater Florida. My Aunt was dieing at the time. So my family picked up and moved.
I have Moved Quite abit in Florida and OutSide of Florida. But thats just some of my story about me when i was younger. Anyways Back to the main Story. Well After Carlos checked up and saw how i was doing he asked if I would hangout Later and play GTA 5 with him. So i said yes ofcourse just come and pick me up at 6pm. He lives right down the block for me but it is nice to be picked up by friends.
Well shortly after he left I went back to bed until At least 2 pm. Then i got up and Started to do my work and all over again. He later on picked me up and we hanged out and played GTA5. We had so much fun. When he dropt me off later (he doesn't like me to walk alone at night ) I don't blame him. He helped me get my cd player fixed in my car. Apparently It needed to be clean. He had a CD Cleaner.
I was so excited that he got my CD Player fixed. For the longest time I thought it was because it needed to be replaced with a new one. Apparently not. All it needed was to be cleaned. I was so tired of listening to the radio All the time because Nothing New is on and all the same old songs keep playen over and over.
I hate it when the same old songs are on playen over and over again.I am sorry but most popular songs get way over played and by the time its almost half way through the year they sux. I swear Last Year I got bored more Quicker then now. But I am just beginning this year so lets see how this year goes.
My blogs take forever to complete because I keep getten sidetrack. I had to comment on the Youtube 2015 Rewind Video. After watching it like 2 times . LOL ROFL. I Get so sidetracked easily thats why some things take me longer to get done. But thats how I work sometimes. Eaither wise I am so focused it is like the world and time Don't Exist Anymore.
I Still like to know how I can make that happend sometimes where I zone out and just focus on my work and not the world around me. I dont know it seems more peaceful that way I guess. But Ofcourse when I stop and i realize What time it is and all I am like Da*n it ... it is morning already. Then it is like I hate he sun and like GOOD NIGHT and I am asleep.
My Sleeping pattern Ain't ever the same and I am happy with it and they way it is. I hate people who try to change that part of me or try to Change me in general . To me it is like they can go f*ck themselves. No one changes who I am or what I do. Sorry I am tired of Being controlled.
Most of my Life I was always Being Controlled by someone . I am tired of it. Now I am at the point to tell people to go f*ck themselves and get bent. I am happy with who I am and what I am doing with my life.
I have my ups and downs. But thats normal. Somedays I want to hide from the world and other times I love being center of Attention. It all depends on my mood.
In my past I was diagnosed With {{Bi-polar Manic Depression, schizophrenia, Borderline multiple personality disorder, Borderline personality Disorder, and PTSD ( Post-traumatic stress disorder)}}
The most recent one is the Post-traumatic stress disorder . The other ones are gone completely . I had another Evaluation Done. To be exact 3 done in October 2015 for my court case. I had a physiatric Evaluation Done and 2 physiological Done. They told me I didn't have to do the Extra physiological Eval but I told them I wanted to because I was willen to do what ever it took to get my son back. I wanted to Prove to the courts How much my baby boy meant to me.
I am and will Do almost anything to get my son back Legally.So thats what i am proven. I told the judge along time Ago that i would keep Doing the eval's OVER AND OVER AGAIN JUST TO PROVE MY POINT THAT I AM NOT NUTTS AND THAT I DONT NEED MEDS.
All my Evaluations All HAVE BEEN SAYING FOR THE LAST 4 YEARS That I DIDN'T NEED MEDS AT ALL.The only recommendation I got was just to see a counselor until they discharge me . I Did see a counselor for all the years when they provided me with the funding for it . Eaither I can't Afford A counselor who's rate is like 150 Per hour. Thats Just Crazy .
I rather spend that type of money on my son ,home car and ect. Not only that they wanted that 4 times a month . F*ck that. I can't afford it . The last time I saw my counselor was July 1st, 2015 . Yes i wrote that down. there was no way of remembering that far back and that Exact Date. Plus I keep taps of everything since I have to for this court case and not only that but for myself as well.
I like to try to know everything I can about myself. I know that sounds weird but I AM still learning about myself since now i am by myself and out and on my own (Sort of) Mainly because my parents are still helping me . But thats okay. i am working on becomming more financially independent.
Plus to be honest I ain't ever alone that long because I am always doing something or out about or hanging with my one friend when I ain't working. He works but he also wants to start his own business from online. i am trying to help him with that. Thats what friends are for Helping eachother out.
We talk about his business ideas and all but he hasn't started his business yet. But I am sure in due time he will. I know he will. I have faith in him. Just like i do with some many others .
Everytime I blog its almost like I can't ever stop writing. but i love Writing and expressing Who I am and whats going on in my life.
One of the things I like to do in my spare time is Writing Storys ,Poems, Poetry, Draw ,Dance ,maken movies, taken Pictures, Modeling for pictures , and so much more. When i get into my creative moments its like Fireworks going off . Its like in that moment I got so much power inside me its like I have to keep going until i fall asleep and then wake back up and keep on going.
I love that Creativity Bursts I get. It makes me so happy . I love being creative I know I have so much to offer and so much i can do. Its Like I am Tinkerbell and i might be tiny but I have the creativity of a Universe and beyond. :D .
Here i am rambling on and on. Its almost like i am talken to someone . But i am not it is just my thoughts.I know for one thing in my past I lost alot of friends because of that. I can't help talken alot. When you don't have friends for so long all's you wanna do is share your thoughts. Or When you hide yourself from the world so long you tend to want to meet others like yourself.
You know like haven Gaming Buddies to play games with, Or a friend Just to take a walk with and maybe get something to eat together ,or someone just to sit down and have deep Intellectual,
Philosophical, and Psychological conversation or Ect . I have had all this before with some people in my life but they tend to move on and so on. Or they change .
But thats okay I am pretty sure there are more people out there like that maybe.
Anyways I better get going.I am gonna go and get some more work done with editing and so on.Plus I am gonna go and learn some more educational Stuff as well. The more knowledge the more power I say :D. Anyways See ya on the next post :D
Sincerely
DancingSouless
Here's the problem I was only crying for maybe 5 mins . But my face shows everything even if I try to cover it up with washing my face and so on. Well anyways Instead of going over to her place I decided to stay home and work on my projects to get my mind of things and also Listen to music and ect. Which it did help.
Because less then a few minutes after she left I was doing my work and getten better. Plus I vented here which also Helped me cope with the situation I am going through.
To be Honest I could've used a nice warm hug from someone who cared for me in that moment when i cryed. hugs help me a bit too. It makes me feel like I am not alone and I am cared for. I am a very affectionate person and Also Sensitive. I dont ask for much. But my one friend she isn't that type of person.
Sometimes I Question If I should let some of my friends go. Well I already Except for 1. He is nice and he is a great friend. I hope to find more people like him to have as friends. You know it reminds me of a story when I was Younger. I had a friend named Amanda. She was the bestest friend Anyone could have. She was a Friend I had when I was like in First or Second Grade. Anyways I remember how upset I would get when she would leave.
So I would invite her over to stay the night more often and we had tons of slumber partys. It was so much fun. We stayed Friends All the way up until I moved from New York. I moved From New York When i was 11 years old To Edgewater Florida. My Aunt was dieing at the time. So my family picked up and moved.
I have Moved Quite abit in Florida and OutSide of Florida. But thats just some of my story about me when i was younger. Anyways Back to the main Story. Well After Carlos checked up and saw how i was doing he asked if I would hangout Later and play GTA 5 with him. So i said yes ofcourse just come and pick me up at 6pm. He lives right down the block for me but it is nice to be picked up by friends.
Well shortly after he left I went back to bed until At least 2 pm. Then i got up and Started to do my work and all over again. He later on picked me up and we hanged out and played GTA5. We had so much fun. When he dropt me off later (he doesn't like me to walk alone at night ) I don't blame him. He helped me get my cd player fixed in my car. Apparently It needed to be clean. He had a CD Cleaner.
I was so excited that he got my CD Player fixed. For the longest time I thought it was because it needed to be replaced with a new one. Apparently not. All it needed was to be cleaned. I was so tired of listening to the radio All the time because Nothing New is on and all the same old songs keep playen over and over.
I hate it when the same old songs are on playen over and over again.I am sorry but most popular songs get way over played and by the time its almost half way through the year they sux. I swear Last Year I got bored more Quicker then now. But I am just beginning this year so lets see how this year goes.
My blogs take forever to complete because I keep getten sidetrack. I had to comment on the Youtube 2015 Rewind Video. After watching it like 2 times . LOL ROFL. I Get so sidetracked easily thats why some things take me longer to get done. But thats how I work sometimes. Eaither wise I am so focused it is like the world and time Don't Exist Anymore.
I Still like to know how I can make that happend sometimes where I zone out and just focus on my work and not the world around me. I dont know it seems more peaceful that way I guess. But Ofcourse when I stop and i realize What time it is and all I am like Da*n it ... it is morning already. Then it is like I hate he sun and like GOOD NIGHT and I am asleep.
My Sleeping pattern Ain't ever the same and I am happy with it and they way it is. I hate people who try to change that part of me or try to Change me in general . To me it is like they can go f*ck themselves. No one changes who I am or what I do. Sorry I am tired of Being controlled.
Most of my Life I was always Being Controlled by someone . I am tired of it. Now I am at the point to tell people to go f*ck themselves and get bent. I am happy with who I am and what I am doing with my life.
I have my ups and downs. But thats normal. Somedays I want to hide from the world and other times I love being center of Attention. It all depends on my mood.
In my past I was diagnosed With {{Bi-polar Manic Depression, schizophrenia, Borderline multiple personality disorder, Borderline personality Disorder, and PTSD ( Post-traumatic stress disorder)}}
The most recent one is the Post-traumatic stress disorder . The other ones are gone completely . I had another Evaluation Done. To be exact 3 done in October 2015 for my court case. I had a physiatric Evaluation Done and 2 physiological Done. They told me I didn't have to do the Extra physiological Eval but I told them I wanted to because I was willen to do what ever it took to get my son back. I wanted to Prove to the courts How much my baby boy meant to me.
I am and will Do almost anything to get my son back Legally.So thats what i am proven. I told the judge along time Ago that i would keep Doing the eval's OVER AND OVER AGAIN JUST TO PROVE MY POINT THAT I AM NOT NUTTS AND THAT I DONT NEED MEDS.
All my Evaluations All HAVE BEEN SAYING FOR THE LAST 4 YEARS That I DIDN'T NEED MEDS AT ALL.The only recommendation I got was just to see a counselor until they discharge me . I Did see a counselor for all the years when they provided me with the funding for it . Eaither I can't Afford A counselor who's rate is like 150 Per hour. Thats Just Crazy .
I rather spend that type of money on my son ,home car and ect. Not only that they wanted that 4 times a month . F*ck that. I can't afford it . The last time I saw my counselor was July 1st, 2015 . Yes i wrote that down. there was no way of remembering that far back and that Exact Date. Plus I keep taps of everything since I have to for this court case and not only that but for myself as well.
I like to try to know everything I can about myself. I know that sounds weird but I AM still learning about myself since now i am by myself and out and on my own (Sort of) Mainly because my parents are still helping me . But thats okay. i am working on becomming more financially independent.
Plus to be honest I ain't ever alone that long because I am always doing something or out about or hanging with my one friend when I ain't working. He works but he also wants to start his own business from online. i am trying to help him with that. Thats what friends are for Helping eachother out.
We talk about his business ideas and all but he hasn't started his business yet. But I am sure in due time he will. I know he will. I have faith in him. Just like i do with some many others .
Everytime I blog its almost like I can't ever stop writing. but i love Writing and expressing Who I am and whats going on in my life.
One of the things I like to do in my spare time is Writing Storys ,Poems, Poetry, Draw ,Dance ,maken movies, taken Pictures, Modeling for pictures , and so much more. When i get into my creative moments its like Fireworks going off . Its like in that moment I got so much power inside me its like I have to keep going until i fall asleep and then wake back up and keep on going.
I love that Creativity Bursts I get. It makes me so happy . I love being creative I know I have so much to offer and so much i can do. Its Like I am Tinkerbell and i might be tiny but I have the creativity of a Universe and beyond. :D .
Here i am rambling on and on. Its almost like i am talken to someone . But i am not it is just my thoughts.I know for one thing in my past I lost alot of friends because of that. I can't help talken alot. When you don't have friends for so long all's you wanna do is share your thoughts. Or When you hide yourself from the world so long you tend to want to meet others like yourself.
You know like haven Gaming Buddies to play games with, Or a friend Just to take a walk with and maybe get something to eat together ,or someone just to sit down and have deep Intellectual,
Philosophical, and Psychological conversation or Ect . I have had all this before with some people in my life but they tend to move on and so on. Or they change .
But thats okay I am pretty sure there are more people out there like that maybe.
Anyways I better get going.I am gonna go and get some more work done with editing and so on.Plus I am gonna go and learn some more educational Stuff as well. The more knowledge the more power I say :D. Anyways See ya on the next post :D
Sincerely
DancingSouless
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